Anchram Evans enlisted in Company G, 51st Regiment North Carolina Troops, on January 25, 1862. He enlisted as 4th Sergeant, was later promoted to 1st Sergeant, and eventually was appointed Commissary Sergeant. The 27 letters below were all written to his wife, Eliabeth, between 1862 and 1865. Click HERE for a summary of the letters.
The letters are part of MS254 Anchram H. and Elizabeth K. Evans Civil War Letters Collection in the Randall Library Special Collections, the University of North Carolina at Wilmington. Images and transcripts are available online HERE.
Transcripts by Kirk Ward. The letters have been lightly edited (punctuation and format) for readability.
Fort Johnson, June 28, 1862
Dearest Wife,
I am well as common. I hope my Darling is the same and happy. I know you are not happy unless I were with you, then we’d both happy be. The War will end sometime, then I can live with Darling Lizzie. I Love you with love that I cannot express, would that I could tell you. May God smile on us & let us live together again. L, do you pray for me now as you used to? Methinks I still feel that confidence inspired by the soft whispering prayers uttered so often by thy sweet lips & loving heart. L, don’t forget the soul of your Darling, nor the soul of my Darling. Write Home, if you can write a pile of Love for me, give it to all at home. Keep it for you.
We left Camp Davis[1] on last monday. Marching in direction of fort Fisher for about 15 miles. We came to a place called Rockspring, we called it Camp Mosquito from the great abundance of those little creatures. Stopping at this place three days we left for SugarLoaf, 2 miles distance on the river. Sugar Loaf is a beautiful sandy hill resembling somewhat a S. loaf. Taking steamers there we arrived at Fort Johnson[2] about 9 oclock PM. This you know is a very pleasant place – I had rather stay here than any other place except Wil. We have plenty to eat. Write me word if you can come down & I will procure a room for you where I can stay with you part of the time. I will have to come up for a day if I can & see if I can get transportation for you, C S authorities being very particular. I would like you to stay a weekor a month if you can. I think I will get a furlough in Aug. I am satisfied if I could be with you my Darling. Don’t depend on anything about this. If I can, I will, but I can’t come till Yopp[3] comes. I sent you in Yopp’s Valise 1 shirt, 1 pr drawers & socks to wash. Send me by Politeness of W. J. Potter[4] 1 red shirt, 1 pr drawers, 1 pr socks, 1 handkerchief. That pr blue Homespun pants.
Love to You, Yours affectionately, A
Write soon, often. Love me, Pet. I love you. The war will end sometime. Then I will be with you. A
[Notes]
[1] Camp Davis was located near the coast, north of Wrightsville Beach.
[2] Fort Johnston is located at Southport.
[3] First Sergeant (later Third Lieutenant) Franklin V. B. Yopp, served in Company G with Anchram.
[4] William Julius Potter, a pilot residing in Southport.
James Island, March 16, 1863
Dearest Lizzie. This is the 3rd letter that I have written to you since receiving yours of the 1st inst. I am aware that you have a bad chance in getting yours to Town &for this reason, I do not expect them regular, yet I am so anxious I look every day. O, what a joy it is to me to read one of yours, even to look at any thing that you have touched. Excuse this but it is so.
We are encamped for the present on this celebrated island, almost a fortification from side to side. The Yank’s will have a hard pill when they undertake to capture it. We have plenty of Bridges on which to retreat. I hardly think we will have that to do. Charleston is well fortified in every respect. We expect to move a short distance to a more convenient place today – rather sandy here. I don’t see much prospect of a fight here but still the Yankee fleet seems mysterious.
We sometimes hear that the enemy is advancing to K[1] & Goldsboro. I doubt it very likely, if they do, we will go back to Wilmington, that is if their fleet leaves here. But Dearest, though I cannot be with you in N. Ca I prefer remaining here to Virginia. It is true we do not get much bacon, but we get enough beef & bread & have been getting plenty of oysters. Our men kill Rabbits by the dozen, some caught 2 young eaglets yesterday which I believe they disposed of to the satisfaction of their appetites.
I visited fort Pemberton on Saturday. It is quite a formidable fortification. Perhaps I will visit the City [ILLEGIBLE] at which time I [ILLEGIBLE] wife K & also our Cousin J Addison[2] but don’t think I will see either, as it is about 3 1/2 miles to the city.
Darling you just ought to see me now. I am so sassy and fat. I know you would love me better & be prouder of me now than you ever did in your life. Just see me dressed up in my new blue pants & uniform coat & you would see a right pretty soldier. That loves his darling little Bettie better (almost) than a man ever loved a woman before. I am almost afraid sometimes I worship you, but then you were for me & God commands me to love you as myself & you being more than a neighbor, therefore I ought to love you better than myself. You Dearest little sweet thing, you deserve to be loved by the one more deserving than I. [ILLEGIBLE] You need not be afraid of me forgetting Bettie when you are so much to me even [ILLEGIBLE] I always loved you. I regret now that I did not love you more.
What would I give could I recipient your sweet kiss on those sweet lips & embrace that lovely form of yours& hear you say “I do love you Darling.” It is toobad to think that I cannot do it. I pray always that I may see you soon if it is God’s will. I will come soon, if not we ought to submit with meekness though it is hard, very hard to do. Lizzie, pray mightily for us, we have many temptations & trials to encounter with. How it revives me when you write me about how you pray for me to know you are a Christian. How glad I will be when I come to find you watching and praying. Love me & love our little Katie, love our dear friends & sister, kiss K because she is ours, give my best Love to parents & sister and all our friends. Write & tell them to write soon.
Accept the best Love of your Husband. A
Read this to Pa & Ma & C &c.[3] I have not enough time to write to all. Tell write me.
Lt. E[4] & cousin Molley[5] is well. The letter cannot run the blockade now. Lt. Evans will write in a few days. I hope to receive your letter to-day, to-morrow, take 2 days & write a long letter. Rabbit & squirrels in abundance. Don’t mind Lt E’s letter. Soldiers will steal & snatch the good passes.
I have not stolen anything yet. Vegetables are kept in Charleston. We have soup often. Inclosed find five dollars. I will send more in my next letter. Use it or give it to Pa.
I expect Mr. M[6] has collected your ten doll & credited it to our [ILLEGIBLE] wife & we let him keep it for your board. Love me Dearest. A H E
[Notes]
[1] Kinston, NC.
[2] Joseph S. Addison, Anchram’s mother’s first cousin or his son, Joseph M. Addison, who was Anchram’s age.
[3] Daniel, Elizabeth and Carolina Evans, Anchram’s father, mother and sister.
[4] Lieutenant Jacob A. Evans, Anchram’s oldest brother, served in the same company.
[5] Joseph S. Addison’s (Anchram’s mother’s first cousin) daughter Martha.
[6] William D. Mahn, Elizabeth’s brother-in-law.
Sullivan’s Island, August 8, 1863
Dearest Wife, I received your letter of the 2 inst. I answered it last Thursday, it was quite short but I write so often I can’t find news to fill a long letter, which will be the case with this. I am not well. Diarrhea does me right bad. The Regt expects to go on Morris Island tonight or tomorrow night. I am excused by Surgeon & if I don’t get better, I don’t hardly think I will go. Still, I would feel better satisfied to go. As far as duty is concerned, about 23 men ask excused this morning from duty in our Co.
The Yankees have not fired but little since we left. Some of the boys say they are waiting for the 51st. The Picket boat spoken of in my last letter was captured. Several Prisoners, I believe. You hear more news about this place than we do.
Sullivan’s Island is situated 4 miles east of Charleston, 3 miles long, 300 yards wide facing the Sea and Bar, Morris just across the Bar. This (Sullivans) used to be a great Summer resort. It contains about as many houses as Smithville. We are not allowed to visit the City. I do not visit.
Don’t think ill if I use 2nd hand envelopes or put letters in bro J’s.[1] It saves money & you are myself. There are nonetheless love & affection & regard for you.
Wagner[2] is stronger than ever, we only want the Enemy to charge it again. We expect a terrific Bombardment before long. We are planting heavy [TORN] to command it if it should fall. So that they cannot hold it. Moultrie & her companions look grim.
Give my love to all. Write my news to Mr. Mahn & aunt C.[3] Tell them it is a bad chance for me to write to more than one (You). Goodby, A
Never let a word of submission to Yankeedom come from your sweet lips.
I’ve just through dinner: Beef, Bread, Rio Coffee. If anything new turns up, I will put in a word in morning. Dearest, I do love you devotedly. Love Me. Pray for me. How can I stay from my loving Pet. Don’t give up to despair. When we are free, then we will be happy. Would that I expect how much? O my Dearest little wife. You and Cally[4] must quilt things often. Kiss Katie. Eat fruit and think of me. There’s rumor that we are coming back. I don’t believe it now. Comfort all around, it will do you good.
[Notes]
[1] Jacob A. Evans, Anchram’s oldest brother.
[2] Battery Wagner, Confederate fortification on Morris Island.
[3] William D. Mahn, Elizabeth’s brother-in-law and Celia Kelly Elwell, Elizabeth’s aunt.
[4] Caroline R. Evans, Anchram’s sister.
Camp Hill, Mar 17, 1864
Dearest Wife. I was made very glad this afternoon by receiving a letter from you bearing date Feb 5 & 12 which of course was a mistake in you, you meaning march. I wrote to you on the 8 & 10 insts. I hope you rec’d them by the person who mailed yours to me. Darling, I am very glad to hear you are well but sorry to hear that our little Katie & Bell[1] are sick. I hope it will not last them long as it will worry my dearest wife so much. She is so sweet. Your breast may not be very bad. O, that I could be with you, to comfort my wife. You say you have not received a letter from me since one of the 25. I think I have written 3 since that. It does aggravate me so much to think our P. O. men are so careless. Giving us so much anxiety.
I am acting Com Sargt[2] & expect to be appointed soon, if I am competent and honest enough, which I believe I am. At any rate I will try to be. It is the best position in the regt. Pays more than any other Non Comm[3] office by 10 pr month. I consider myself highly honored & favored to be put in such a good place, not being put there by dogged lying & Electioneering, but by good character & competencey, which I will try to merrit. Won’t you love me for it, My Darling Bettie. I find it very easy, not having to work more than one third of my time. I don’t have to bring my own wood, have to cook sometimes. Don’t have to have a gun about me, nor even carry my baggage. Best of all, I will not have to fight. If you will only love me Darling I am contented as far as we could expect. Far better than Thousands.
You know I never doubted your fondest love, but every one wishes to hear good (heart news), matters not how often we have heard it before. It is always fresh & pleasing. Darling, I want you to write me one affectionate, heartfelt, loving letter. Like you used to write. I have not changed. I am young yet – have those same boyish yet honest wishes. Tell me you love, you love me even a thousand times. The last time will be as sweet from my wife as the 1st.
I am really glad I wrote something to make you laugh. I would be willing to spend hours to do it again. You talk very confidential about your bones. I hope you will not be deceived when I come, I was sick when I was home or else they would have stood a harder test. I think if I could only be at home now I would show you what a man could do. Sweet wife, how I would squeeze you, it seems that I could almost eat you up.
Earnestly I cannot express the desire I have to be with you. I dream of you often, but you seem to be selfish or unconcerned; it does hurt me so bad, but I know you can’t help it. It is all dreams. I will love you devotedly. I know you will do anything in reason to please me. I am glad there is no sign of another little Katie.
I saw Cousin A.[4] a short time. He seemed to hate it very much because he did not see you & Katie. I think a great deal of him, he seems like a brother. Tell M Oats[5] she had better work hard or Cally[6] will cut her out. He is good company & is calculated to catch.
It is quite interesting to hear my wife has caught a beau. I would like to know his name. I would not have liked to been in his place. You ought to have treated him with politeness, provided he was a gentleman. However, I reckon you did best. It is wrong to call people fools, yet many are so. I acknowledge you have a great loadstone for me, & everyone thinks a great deal of you, yet don’t be vain, Pet. You will not be mad Because I advise. Knowing that I love you. I will not think you could be cruel; Because I ask you to write all the news whether it be good or bad. So write on & often.
I like the last letter for it don’t seem lowspirited. Yet Bettie could you not have written me one consoling Christian word, to help me along in this dreary road. If you think of me you will the next time. I need them. Pray for yourself and me. Let us be very grateful for the benefits we have rec’d. Forget injuries, forget harsh words, remember only the good. See how I have been bettered by Capt. L’s[7] opposition, & by others lying, “Judge not”. I went to the Episcopalian Church last Sunday, heard a very good Sermon.
Petersburg is the greatest place for pretty women I ever saw, greater than Richmond. The Virginians seem very clever. I have not tried to make any aquaintance. I might if I would, but I never care about associations when I am absent from you. I will close for this evening by asking you to remember am your Soldier-boy & remain your loving Husband. Anchram
[written in the top margins of the letter’s four pages]
March 18
Dearest Bettie, I have been hard at work all the morning giving out rations. I will try & finish my letter. There is some talk of ourleaving this camp. Some say for Lee’s Army & some for N. C. I almost thought I was at Wil. the other day, asking Capt R[8] to let me go home to you.
There is to be one of the 8th Regt N.C.T. to be shot on next Tuesday for Desertion & cowardice. So I understand. I hope I will not see it. It seems strange that cowards should run the risk of their lives for fear of loosing them. Pray that I, your dear Husband, may stand to his Post. I need some of your assistance. I am nothing but a man & weak.
I hope if I get out of this war to raise you & K up & not push you down. Though I hold no commission, I am more honorable & fitting than many who hold them. How happy I am to think that you believe this of me. You have proved many favorable things of you, to me, by your good conduct since our marriage, I did not know before. I flatter myself that I have to you. I believe you think more of me now than you did them. O may I merrit fully your devoted attachment. I will try. Forgive & love me.
I have written to you before all about my trip to R. I found it was a crazy road to travel, I believe.
Darling, I don’t see how I can wait much longer to see you. ___ is very saucy & I doubt if he would be mannerly
if at home. Good news from you has put me besides myself. I ought not write such language to a little girl like you, Bettie.
Tell Louisa D[9] it is high time she is replenishing this war with soldiers.
Bettie, look at that “wrathy” letter again & see if you think it is as bad as you did. I meant all for our good. If you love me believe this.
Give my love & respects to Pa & Ma, Cally & H,[10] all our relatives, Mr. Skipper and all others. Is Charley M.[11] in service yet? Capt L will be in command of Co “G” soon. Lt Evans[12] was quite disappointed yesterday not receiving a letter from wife. Now Darling, only love me & I’ll be happy still. A
[written in the side margins]
Learn Katie how to talk properly. I look at your sweet picture often.
I would fund what money I had on hand. I’ll be good.
Darling, I do most devotedly love you. Kiss Katie for her Pa.
Capt. Rockwell will not pay us till the new issue comes out.
[Notes]
[1] Isabel V. Kelly, Elizabeth’s youngest sister.
[2] Commissary Sergeant.
[3] Noncommissioned Officer (NCO).
[4] Addison Smith.
[5] Either Martha or Mary Oates, 21-year-old twins living in Town Creek.
[6] Caroline R. Evans, Anchram’s sister.
[7] Captain James Lippitt, commander of Company G, 51st North Carolina.
[8] Captain Henry Rockwell, regimental quartermaster.
[9] Louisa Goodman Drew had her first child in 1864.
[10] Anchram’s parents (Daniel and Elizabeth), sister (Caroline), and nephew (Henry S. Evans).
[11] Charles O. Mercer, Anchram’s nephew.
[12] Jacob A. Evans, Anchram’s oldest brother.
Camp at Ivor Station, Va. April 22, 1864
Dearest Wife. I recd your very affectionate and kind letter of the 14 inst on the 20th. Ought to have answered it before now but I had just written you a long letter. So I would wait ‘till the Cars leave this evening. Only 3 trains pr week. You don’t seem to get my letters regular. I write often. You must not begin to look for me soon. If I get home in June I will do well, as the Campaign is about to open.
Darling you write so affectionately this time, ‘till I am happy. Would that I could gallant Mrs Anchram Evans about Town. I dream of you often, you are generaly kind & pleasant to me.
I hope you will not fall out with the neighbors. Forgive them. It is kind in Cally[1] to teach her brothers’ children. Darling, do tell Pa[2] to give you a good little plot near the house & manure it for you. It will be so beneficial to your health. I know you will look sweet hoeing with a red face peeping out of a long Sun bonnet. How can I stay away.
Make your plans, if you are frustrated, try again, don’t give up. My hope is brightening every day. I’ll come soon & make you happy. We will be tried as if by fire. Cheer up. Hope on.
If I could be stationed, I could make money. Yet I would not sell anything such as is kept in the Com for a 1,000$. I would be accused of selling the mens rations, like Daffron.[3] If I get in Camp again I will try to get some tobacco. I draw all the clothing that I am allowed to. If I was caught sending Clothes home, I might be Court-marshalled. I am aware it will be “root pig or die” after this war is over. I’ll do the best I can, Especially for my dear little family. I must be very particular in my new office. The Regt has the fullest confidence in me now & I intend to keep it. Pray that I may be honest in everything.
I know Katie is sweet now, and smart too, like her ma. I would advise you to have a heavy pr of shoes made for her. I always knew you were smart, if you had a chance. If I ever get free, I intend giving you an opportunity to show yourself.
I rec’d your bundle all safe. The socks were very acceptable. I am so glad Charles Mercer[4] is exempt. Sister can make out now.[5] Darling, I will love you if you only have Katie & if you have a dozen more, I will love you none the less. Don’t be uneasy about my love, you will have one time enough. I can’t think about you now but what I get almost frantic. I was sick on both of my furloughs, but I hope when I get another I will be well. Pet if I was to come now, You had just as well to go right off to bed, for I could not wait. I ought not to write so Pet. I would gladly be where I could even get one kiss from Pet.
We started on a reconnaissance on the 19, went near Suffolk. The Cavalry going in, finding no enemy we returned next day. I never saw such Apple Orchards in my life. Large fields of trees. I would like to be here in August, I would fare well. We are now 36 miles S E. of Petersburg on the Norfolk and P. R. R. A dispatch says Plymouth N C. has been taken by our forces with 2,500 prisoners & I think it likely we will go to N.C. yet.
I suppose you heard of the Capture of Fort Pillow by Gen Forrest. Darling if the people at Home will do their duty, pray for us, Hold up our hands & encourage us, we will do our duty, God will help us. We will come out Victorious! The people at Home ought to be ashamed to let the Soldiers take more interest in serving God than they do.
The times are brightening up. Let us all do our duty now and we will gain an honorable, lasting peace. Pray for me, Pet, that I may be honorable, honest, that I may do my duty, that I may love God & do His will. Love me my dearest Wife. Tell me all, I will sympathize with you as only a Husband can. A
I pray that your trials may be sanctified to the good of your soul.
Pet, you write like you had almost forgotten your troubles. I hope it is so.
Give my love to all at home. Tell Pa to plant all he can. He and you are in the C.S. Service as well as I. You must make something for me to eat when I come. Get Ma[6] to show you how to work your garden. Be kind to all around you. Forget all injuries in rejoicing in our success. Live for the good of others. Don’t be carried off with the work. I feel for you I pray for you. Only love me & accept mine. A
[Notes]
[1] Caroline S. Evans, Anchram’s sister.
[2] Daniel B. Evans, Anchram’s father.
[3] Private George Daffron, Anchram’s predecessor as acting Commissary Sergeant.
[4] Charles O. Mercer, Anchram’s nephew.
[5] Anna Jane Evans Mercer, Anchram’s oldest sister.
[6] Elizabeth Smith Evans, Anchram’s mother.
Camp Hill, Va. April 27, 1864
Dearest Wife. Much to our joy, we are again in our old camps, with good health, beautiful weather, & plenty to eat, after an absence of nearly 2 weeks in Eastern Va. I thought this morning that I would send this letter off this evening but the Wagon went to P[1] sooner than I expected. I sent to you, directed to D. B. Evans,[2] one box of clothes containing O coat, White Blanket, Blue shirt,1 pr pants, 2 old shirts & vest. It is paid for. I have the receipt by express; cost six dollars. I have plenty of clothes & cover now to last me till the fall. I wore my blue pants & jacket today for the first time. Took dinner with Lt Evans,[3] he says he has gotten but 2 letters since he left home. I get mine regular. I answered yours of 14 From Last Friday, I believe.
Lt Given & myself strolled out 4 miles to Church last Sabbath, but there was no church. We had communion yesterday in our Regt. The first I ever saw, I hope we were benefited. Pray mightily for us. Lizzie, I [ILLEGIBLE] remember to pray for your dear husband. I do remember you always, my dear wife.
I rode on the Top of the cars yesterday all the way & could see all the country, fields, Ladies &c as we passed. Our Regt attracts more attention than most any other. One of our men killed a Beaver this morning near camp. It was a strange sight and crowds came to see it. He could have made a $100, had he known in time. I had a show this skin, I suppose is valuable. I would like to have it.
I expect Gen Lee will fight before long. Most all seem confident of success. If he is victorious this time, this war is near an end. The U. S. will be the first nation to recognize our Independence. O may God give us the Victory that I may go home to my darling little pet wife. O, how long. It seems that it can’t be long. My hopes are bright.
Darling I am so tired I must stop till morning when I hope I will receive a letter from you.
April 28 Cool this morning. I don’t know that I can finish your letter this time as I have to go the city after provisions for the Regt. We get good rations, corn meal now, Bacon. The government will allow us Tobacco also. I shall be very busy all day so you must not expect a very long or well written letter.
I have lost my little Tobacco bag which Belle[4] gave me, I am so sorry for it. It was so nice. Make me a nice little fancy one out of some thin stuff & send it in a letter for me. I can’t Draw any more clothes now. When the time comes, I will be on hand. As the Military have the roads now, I don’t know whether My box will get off by express right soon, perhaps by the time you can send after. One man can’t hardly bring it across the cross way. It will be safe.
I don’t know where we will go from here. Many are of the opinion we will go to N.C. as active operations are going in there. I tell you I find a great difference in marching from what it was before. Don’t have to carry my baggage & ride some times.
Will you pray that I may honest & wise, that I may keep this good position. Darling, Keep a bright heart, this cruel war will soon be o’er. Then I’ll come to my Pet’s arms. O won’t it be joyful, Sweet Pet. Darling I do love you devotedly. I think of you all the time, I am so proud of my wife. You did write such a sweet letter the last time. I hope to get one today as sweet. Write me all you know. I sympathize with you in every thing. Do good; be Kind; forgive injuries; Love all. Don’t look for me yet. I will come as soon as I can. I am enjoying splendid health. May you have the same. Kiss Kate. Give my love to all our people. Don’t you fall out with any body. Keep your Tongue close. Do good to all. Don’tthink evil of your past critics. Accept my best love. Anchram
I have just gotten back from the City with rations. I did not send any shoes for fear I might need them. I do want to see you so bad. The mail has come and no letter. I know you have not had the chance. I am ashamed to send this letter, it is so poorly written. I hope you will excuse me & love me devotedly as I love you. When will the time come for me to see my Pet.
Attend to your little garden for your health. Kiss Katefor her Pa. Begin now to cultivate her mind. Encourage our parents, speak kindly to them. Give love to Sis M family.[5] Pray for all of us. Be brave, endure trials. Attend Church when you can. Do love me. Your Darling A
[Notes]
[1] Petersburg, Virginia.
[2] Daniel B. Evans, Anchram’s father.
[3] Lieutenant Jacob Evans, Company G, Anchram’s oldest brother.
[4] Isabel Kelly, Elizabeth’s youngest sister.
[5] Elizabeth’s older sister, Mary Kelly Mahn and husband William D. Mahn.
Petersburg, Va. July 13, 1864
Dearest Wife. I wrote to you on yesterday. I don’t know whether you will ever get or not. A Negro Cook is going down to Warsaw tomorrow. I will try to get him [ILLEGIBLE]
I got a letter from [ILLEGIBLE] Smith. He is just across the River all safe [ILLEGIBLE] Billie Goodman is over there also [ILLEGIBLE] been no change in our lines of importance lately. Grant seems to have [ILLEGIBLE] against a very hard place, Petersburg [ILLEGIBLE] continue.
Direct to Hokes Division Petersburg. Only love me. I will try to hold up. I am getting along very well. I camp in a Bombproof Position. How grateful we ought to be. Love me, Bettie and I do love you devotedly.
Petersburg, Va. July 18, 1864
Dearest Wife. I have written you 2 letters in about a month. Last Friday I rec’d yours of 24, it being the first I’ve had in some time. I also rec’d one of 19 ult on Saturday. They were old letters but I was very glad to hear even at that date, not having heard before since the 12th. I saw a letter from Bro Tom to Bro John[1] stating that you were well & in Town, K a little sick. This leaves me well.
Lt E[2] is at Hospital now for rest – that sickness being worried out. Bro J[3] is slightly unwell. Darling don’t be distressed about my being captured, be well assured that I will use my longest legs. Though I be in prison for years I will never forget to love my one, my ever sweet & beautiful wife & to remember that she loves me & will continue as long as both shall live. By the help of your prayers, I will try to serve my God.
I am glad to hear that you have gotten well & that our sweet little Katie is also. Don’t let the snakes bite her little footies. I know it does not make you love me less to love mine. I love Katie for her mother’s sake & because she is my own. We ought to appreciate my condition. Pet, it is so much better than thousands of others, being exposed once (or have so) a day. Then it is very little, having a good ditch to walk in. It is to see balls fall close to me, some times I make a dodge yet, I generally keep my head high.
Don’t be disencouraged to write. I think I have gotten nearly all of your letters till here of late & now I expect they will nearly all come to hand as the Weldon R.R. is in running order again, much to our comfort.
Pet, I do feel so proud of you. I know you did not know how to work & manage when I married you but I believed you had the will & “where there is a will there is a way.” You ought just to hear me bragging on the merits of my sweet little wife. I can’t get a name sweet enough to call you by. Tell me what I must call you.
I am glad you have found out that Sis Mary[4] has not forsaken you. You must brave up Pet. Be cheerful, happy. I don’t think you ought be hurt about Nollie’s having to walk to town, perhaps Pa[5] had some work to do or he was afraid to trust his horse with two boys so wild as H & N.[6] I have walked it many times & only wish I could walk it as many, many more.
Pet, I am not going to write you any more of my dreams. Good or bad you take them as bad & I get sad. What a happy time we will have when I come. I think of it sometimes. I almost imagine I am there. O the misery! the misery of being seperated so long. And why are we separated. It seems hard. It almost brakes my heart yet we too have sinned. O God forgive a nation, a distressed people. O help us to submit to thy will. Wilt thou not soften the hearts of our Enemies or thwart his plans & end this horrid war! You speak about the ending of this War! Sometimes my hopes are bright & I look for it soon. Then I get low & think it a long way off. O that we could be submissive to God’s will. I believe he can end it.
Our troops occupy the same lines as usual. It is rumored that Early is on this side Potomac with his plunder. I think it quite a successful Raid. I expect you have heard great Rumors. I don’t believe Grant has a great many men here. This may be a long siege, but I am no military man. I can not tell. No news of importance. A
Bettie you are very kind in sending me paper but I had rather you would keep it as I have just bot a blank book of over 3 quires good paper. I paid 20.00. I can make & sell enough envelopes to pay for it then have enough to write for 2 years. I have made some very nice ones. I think I will send you one. I wish I could send you some paper.
We were paid off for 2 months. I would have sent you some but had to keep it ‘till I spent it. I was quite surprised to hear that you were in Town after writing me that you did not expect to go. Your reasons were very good & I hope you will not make your stay long, not that I wish to deny you of the last pleasure, but I wish to bear my (our) own expenses as far as I can. Try to be useful, kind & still-tongued. I would not go to the [ILLEGIBLE] again. ‘Till this war is over. Give my love to Mr M[7] & family. Kiss Katie, Belle[8] for me. Now Darling Don’t forget our God. Pray earnestly for me. Pray that we may have peace, that I may come soon. Bettie, I do love you devotedly, dearly & Katie too. Now, Bettie, accept the best love of your dear Husband.
Anchram
Bettie, I am very fat. I would just like to get hold of you. I ought not to talk so but I do want to see & be with you so much. How is the crops? Tell me all the news, Lizzie. How long we have been separated. It is like an age. Darling do love me. I hope you will enjoy yourself well. Be careful about Company.
Darling do be particular, too, when you keep company with. Don’t speak evil of any one. You know the evil of to much talk, about next door neighbors. Now Pet love me as ever. I will love as ever. Give love to parents. A
[Notes]
[1] Thomas S. and John B. Evans, Anchram’s twin brothers.
[2] Lieutenant Jacob Evans, Anchram’s oldest brother.
[3] John B. Evans.
[4] Mary Kelly Mahn, Elizabeth’s older sister.
[5] Daniel B. Evans, Anchram’s father.
[6] Norris “Nollie” Kelly, Elizabeth’s younger brother and Henry S. Evans, Anchram’s nephew.
[7] William D. Mahn, Elizabeth’s brother-in-law.
[8] Isabel Kelly, Elizabeth’s youngest sister.
Petersburg, Va. July 21, 1864
Dearest Bettie,
As you perceive I had just written you yesterday, but failing to get it off this mail, I have opened it to answer yours of the 17inst which came to hand today, right fresh from Bettie. Darling, I know you must have been very distressed about me. The Yankees don’t know how many poor hearts they nearly break when they tear up our R. Roads.
Look to the bright side. Many times the dark will pass unseen. Don’t be uneasy about me being taken Prisoner. There is but little chance of it. Pet, I am sorry to hear that you are sick. I fear you don’t take enough out-door exercise & you give yourself too much trouble about me. Commence some good employment, though of little profit & see if you don’t fatten up smartly. Darling, when I first opened your letter & read “one month today since I’ve rec’d one line from you” I was really hurt, but I soon found better news when Cous came with four. Try to be lively, cheer up, & wait with patience ‘till I come, which I hope will not be many months hence.
Anchram H. Evans
You speak the truth Pet, when you Say, I have not forgotten you. I never will forget her whom I have promised to love in health & in sickness, in poverty as well as wealth. I do hope God will spare our lives ‘till we can live even a few months together, when I will not have to carry a pass.
People must think a great deal of my Wife & Baby, by giving them so many presents. I do, I will remember my Bettie in prayer & love. I do accept your best love.
Things are about the same. It is reported here but not much believed, that Gen. Grant was killed by a cannon shell, also that the Enemy is moving, having drawn in his line on the left (our right.) Many such rumors are circulated among the ignorant such as this, that 3 or 4 Regts or Brigades of Yankees have offered to stack their arms opposite so many of ours, quite a bright idea.
I have forgotten before to say Sergt. Corbin was killed at Cold Harbor. Lt E[1] is still at Hos’l though I have not heard from in some time. Jack is well. I regret to say I have had a little fever. I think I have taken violent cold, otherwise I am all right. We get plenty now. I suppose I will get some money when the Campaign is somewhat over. Give my love regards of welfare to Pa, Ma, Cally, Mr. M & Sis & Mrs Ann & Mary, Henry & Tom[2] &c, and accept my best love. Anchram
[Notes]
[1] Lieutenant Jacob Evans, Anchram’s oldest brother.
[2] Daniel Evans, Elizabeth Evans, Caroline Evans, William Mahn, Mary Mahn, Henry S. Evans, and Thomas Evans.
Petersburg, Va. August 13, 1864
Dearest Wife. I was shocked this morning in hearing that the Yellow Fever had made its appearance in Wilmington again. I am so distressed for fear you are there yet that I don’t know what to do. I have not rec’d a line from you since the 2nd inst. I would fear to open a letter thinking perhaps you have not gone home yet. I would be willing to give Thousands could I but know that you were safe at home. Bettie, if it is true that the Fever is there, for my sake leave as soon as possible. Don’t wait for anything. Send word to Pa[1] to send after you. If you love me, obey me this time. I will see no peaceful day or night ‘till I hear that you are safe in the country. Don’t be deluded with the idea that because you have had it once that you will not take it again. You will take it again. It may kill you then. I’ll be ruined, ruined! “A word to the wise is sufficient.”
O darling, here is a letter (of 9 inst) from you. I am greatly comforted you do not say anything about the fever. The Report may be false. I am sorry you have had the neuralgia. It is bad. I have experienced it. I am glad you are injoying yourself on the good things of our old Town. I am glad you had to turn back from the “Wedding” as their names seems not worth mentioning as you keep silence in regard to them. And the Miss B’s are turned to talking at last. Please hand them my regards, also Aunt L.[2]
Pet, I think you make mole-hills mountains in regard to our or my people. Don’t let a spirit of malice linger in your sweet heart. It will spoil it, Darling, make it sour. Are you not a Christian? If so, forgive. Drive away all prejudice from your heart. Let things run on so & you will not think as much of your Darling as you have. They are the best friends we’ve got. But Pet, you don’t know how bad I feel when I know you are dissatisfied. O that I could help you. Won’t you let me know your great desire?
Darling, you ask me why do I charge you about talking. I never accused you of tattling, but there is no one perfect. I was not speaking of children. When families fall out, much is apt to be said. I advised you because I loved you.
I know Katie must have looked sweet bringing a letter to her dear Ma. Love her for me. I am glad Nollie[3] is in business. I think he will make a man, if he couldn’t keep bad co. You seem to have gotten 3 letters about the same time. I don’t see what can be the cause. There is a revival of religion going on in a neighboring Brig (Colquit’s). I go over right often. O Darling how I wished we could be revived.
I am well as common. Bros J & J[4] have both gone to Richmond where I hope they may get a furlough. I hope to come when this Campaign is over. I hope my little wife will wait submissively till I come. Bettie, if the Fever does break out, don’t wait for anything. I would not have you to be caught in Town for millions. I will not rest ‘till I hear again. Give my love to Mr M[5] & family. Kiss K. & B. Accept the best love of your devoted Husband.
Only love me. I do love you devotedly. Don’t send this letter.
Bettie you can do as you please with the tick. I have no more use for it. I am getting along very well. It is very hot weather to cook. I was at the lines yesterday. I don’t know that I heard a single ball.
[Notes]
[1] Daniel B. Evans, Anchram’s father.
[2] Louise Evans Potter, Anchram’s aunt.
[3] Norris Kelly, Elizabeth’s younger brother.
[4] Jacob and John Evans.
[5] William D. Mahn, Elizabeth’s brother-in-law.
Camp at Ivon Station, Southampton County, Va. Aug 16 [1864]
Dearest Wife. I rec’d your very kind letter of 10 inst. and answered it about the 13th at Camp Hill, Va. We arrived at this place on the 14th to repel a raid which the Enemy were making on the Black Water River. Co’s G, E F, A & I were sent off yesterday, but found no enemy. They returned last night except one man, Private Jos C. Sellers, Co “G” who is supposed to have died on the road. Last seen by a negro, who could get nothing out of him. An Ambulance has been sent out in search of him. It is hard to die in the woods alone.
I am comfortably quartered with Sergt. Theodore Shackelford of the 61 Regt. Who kindly invited me to share his cabin. Most of our men are in the 61st quarters, the latter being on outpost duty all along on the Blackwater. The Y’s are gone. Our Regt seems to be lucky in keeping out of a fight.
This is a right pretty country down here, but rather low. 36 miles from Petersburg. You can see on the Atlas. The general impression here is, that we will go back to P.[1] soon & from there to some point in the good old State. I am most of that opinion myself. I wish we could.
Lt Evans[2] is still in the City, on Provost guard. He is well. I am enjoying very good health for which I am grateful. I do hope my last letter has reached you & by this time enjoy a better health of mind than you were in when you last wrote me. I am really distressed about you, and as an affectionate husband, do deeply sincerely sympathise with you & would give Thousands could I but help you a little, My Darling.
Throw your all upon a gracious Savior. He will be a friend indeed, if you will only trust him. Bettie, if I ever did pray in my life, I now pray for you. If I prayed for you when you were sick in W.[3] I pray for you now. Believe & cheer up. Do you not know I love you?
There will be no mail ‘till Monday when I hope we be in Petersburg again. I will have to issue Rations tomorrow. I have my baggage hauled. I don’t have to march, only with the baggage & Commiss’y. Write me all, good & bad. Love me. Goodbye, ‘till Monday.
Monday 18 Beautiful day. Slept late this morning. Went to preaching yesterday. Perhaps will go to Pg today. Sellers came in all right. Two prisoners have been brought in. One a Yankee deserter, the other a German from Wil’n supposed to be trying to escape the enrolling officer. Part of the 61st have returned to camp. The Enemy is gone.
Have you heard of Gen. K. Smith’s great victory in S.W.? over the Federals under Banks.[4] This is from Yankeedom. Darling, Courage! Courage! “What of the night” “The day Star is rising in the distances. It begins to shine dimly now, but soon brighter, still brighter, ‘till the day come.” Let the people beat down Holden[5] & till the land & pray for us, and we will take care of the Yankees. Let the women be courageous, self denying & hold up the hands of those who are pouring out their very life’s blood for their protection. Keep bright heart, I will come soon. I will love you as ever, devotedly. Remember that I have never treated you ill, how many wives can say as much?
Tell Pa[6] to plant a large crop both corn & potatoes & peas & not to spoil K. Correct her when he is absent. Don’tthink hard of what he says. Tell Ma[7] to raise a large Garden. Tell Cally[8] to teach the young idea how to shoot Yankee Tyrants with the Spelling book. Tell H[9] to be a good boy. Tell K I love her for your sake. Tell them all to do good. Love me
[Notes]
[1] Petersburg.
[2] Jacob A. Evans, Anchram’s oldest brother.
[3] Wilmington.
[4] Confederates defeated General Nathaniel Banks’ Union force at Mansfield, Louisiana on April 8, 1864.
[5] William W. Holden, “peace candidate” in North Carolina’s 1864 gubernatorial election.
[6] Daniel B. Evans, Anchram’s father.
[7] Elizabeth Smith Evans, Anchram’s mother.
[8] Caroline Evans, Anchram’s sister.
[9] Henry S. Evans, Anchram’s nephew.
Petersburg, Va. August 17, 1864
Dearest Bettie. I rec’d your sweet letters of the 13 & 14 yesterday. You may know or think how glad I was to hear from you after hearing the Yellow Fever was in Town. I wrote you a very pressing letter or part of one to leave Town just before I rec’d yours of 9 inst. I hope you will excuse it as I was frightened. And I don’t feel exactly easy as to your safety now.
I hope you will not make yourself uneasy about me. I feel all right again. It is true Pet. I don’t wish to make you uneasy. But it is wrong to write every little Trial or headache we have, perhaps for but an hour. When you will be as happy for a week or ‘till you receive the next letter. I write all that a man should to his Darling. Some, if they chance to be short of meat for a day, herald it to there wives in big capitals. And what good does it do? Only harm.
I am so glad my dearest little wife has regained her health. It would do me so much good to look at you & give you a good squeeze & kiss. How happy I would be just to be with you now. Bettie, we would not have a chance to be with each other with any satisfaction if you were to come. You could not come into camp amongst everybody, & we are not able to board in Town. You did not say who Jane Evans[1] was to be married to. Hoctor, I suppose. I am very sorry to hear of the ruin of Miss U.[2] O, what horrors she must experience. The women of our country are becoming very demoralized especially in cities.
Darling, I do wish to see you very much. What would I give to have that pleasure. I don’t reckon I would know Katie in the Str. Love her for me, she is our baby. She is your charge. It is your main duty to raise her up fitted for Heaven. Let your example be good. Let her follow it. I know you would be very lonely without her.
I hope you will get out home safely. I will feel much more satisfied. Try to be contented. Look over all harsh words. Do good to them. Remember, Pet, this Horrid war hangs over us now & we should submit to many things which we would not do were we free. I can’t tell you Pet how long it will be before I come. I know you wish to see me. I will try to keep up a bright heart. Do the same.
I do love you Pet dearly, devotedly. I rejoice to hear you say “I feel that I am loved in return.” I feel the same. Bettie, do you pray for me now? I hope you do. Do you love to do good to them “who despitefully use you, & love them which persecute you”? Let your life be of benefit to others. Love God.
I rec’d a note from Lt E[3] of 13 inst. He was still sick, he said Bro John[4] was thought to be better. They are both in R[5] but not in same Hospital.
There was a fight at Deep Bottom yesterday. Our lines are about the same, very little shooting. They have not shelled the city in several weeks. I feel very well this morning, quite bright. Give my love to Mr M[6] & family. When you go home give it Pa,ma,Cally,[7] and all others.
Accept the best love of your devoted Husband. A.
[Notes]
[1] Anna Jane Evans Mercer, Anchram’s oldest sister. Widowed in 1863, she never remarried.
[2] Mattie Utley.
[3] Lieutenant Jacob Evans, Anchram’s oldest brother.
[4] John B. Evans, Anchram’s older brother.
[5] Richmond.
[6] William D. Mahn, Elizabeth’s brother-in-law.
[7] Daniel B. Evans, Elizabeth S. Evans and Caroline Evans.
Petersburg, Va. Aug 19, 1864
Dearest Wife. I rec’d your affectionate letter of[ILLEGIBLE][1] yesterday. Was agreeably surprised. Darling, I was weary when I wrote the 13. I hope you have gotten another letter from me since that which was of a different time. I am glad to hear that there is no fever in W.[2] I don’t believe you would place yourself in danger if you knew it, but sometimes people get killed when they are not aware of any danger. I hope you will get out home safely.
Try to bear up under difficulties as well as you can. Be kindly disposed to all. Don’t think that I am uneasy about you. I believe you will do the best you can. You know I can’t help feeling uneasy about you. The love I bear you compells me. There be some chance of Bros J& J[3] getting a furlough, but I don’t believe I can ‘till this Campaign is over. Though some are being given, I know you wish to see me but try to wait a little longer.
I wish you could dream of me. I do love my wife dearer if possible than ever. Your image is still on my heart. It will remain there till death. I love my (our) little Katie too. Would that I could hear her saying her “A, B, C”’s. She is a sweet child. I feel much of her for her mother’s sake. Who is sweeter than all else.
Darling, I thought you might have told me the parties of the Wedding. I did not know they were Blacks, still I might have known it if I had had any gumption about me. Pardon me for saying what I did. Only love me the harder. Trifling thing to have a love quarrell about.
Bettie, Bettie, I will try to send this letter off by a furloughed man. The Yankees made a raid on the Weldon road about 4 miles from here yesterday and have cut it again. We had some severe fighting there yesterday. Our Brigade has just rec’d orders to report to Gen Hill in that direction. I can not give you any particulars. You can learn from the papers.
I have not rec’d your paper yet. I have no other news of importance. I am enjoying good health only lazy. I am so glad you are healthy. Don’t get lowspirited when you go home. Try to get along the best you can. Be lively. Try to make the old folks so, too. Tell Cally[4] not to send my box ‘till I send word. Give my regards to Mr M[5] & family, Tofriends, to all at home. Comfort them all you can. I was paid $62, 2 months wages, today. I don’t know whether to send some or not. Kiss Katie & Belle.[6] Pray for me. Love me & accept my best love. Anchram
Darling excuse this hurried letter as I now must prepare to get rations for the Regt. Love me as ever. A
[Notes]
[1] The letter Anchram refers to was written on August 15.
[2] Wilmington.
[3] Jacob and John Evans.
[4] Caroline S. Evans, Anchram’s sister.
[5] William D. Mahn, Elizabeth’s brother-in-law.
[6] Isabel Kelly, Elizabeth’s youngest sister.
Petersburg, Va. August 1864
[NOTE: this letter was written between August 23 and 25, 1864. It is badly stained and faded.]
Dearest Wife. I rec’d yours of the 19 yesterday evening. I am so glad to hear you get my letters regularly. I know it is a consolation to even hear from dear ones. I know that they care for us. I too receive yours regularly & I know by experience the consolation it gives. I rec’d a letter from Cally[1] just before yours stating that my box was sent. The Enemy cutting the P.W.R.R. have disappointed me sadly. If Pa[2] had been 2 days sooner or even one, I should have gotten it all right, but alas! for poor me. I went to the Express office yesterday but found no box.
[ILLEGIBLE]
I am grieved to hear Amelia Drews[3] ill. I do deeply sympathise with the affected family. I hope you will get out home safely – or perhaps Henry[4] came yesterday. If he did, you are home. Encourage up the old folks. Be bright hearted for me.
Katie is a lucky child, always getting presents. My big Katie will be lucky sometime. When I come, I am a going to give her a present. I know I would be tickled to hear our little Pet talking and saying her A B C s. But Bettie is the one. I love Katie, but I love her far the better.
I think the Houses rented very well. I expect Bro Jake[5] is home before now. I have a letter here for him from hiswife. I have not heard from Bro John[6] since he left. I have a letter to him from his wife, also. Please ask Lt. E if I must keep his or send it back to him. As soon as I hear from Bro John, I will send his to him.
I think Mr. Ketchum is very obliging to you. You bought your paper nearly as cheap as I did. I have rec’d 3 Journals & find them quite interesting. I love to read anything from Sweet Home. I do love & pray for you daily. It is a joy for me to love & pray for such a sweet little wife. I do need all the prayer, love & sympathy you can give. Were it not for Hope where would we be?
Bettie, you something about staying with Sister[7] in the Country. I would do anything I thought advisable to please you. But I think if you will look at the thing a little you will say I am right.
[ILLEGIBLE]
If I should live to see this through, I donot want to be in debt. Mr. M[8] is very kind, we must not put to much on him. He can’t afford it. Secondly, if I am in debt, I don’t want my wife’s relatives to be the losers. That would be too bad & thirdly, if I am [ILLEGIBLE].
There has not been much fighting lately. We are expecting a big fight on the R.R. soon.
[ILLEGIBLE]
Darling, Cheer up. Love me as ever. I do love you devotedly, dearly, better than ever. Accept the best love of your devoted Anchram.
[Notes]
[1] Caroline Evans, Anchram’s sister.
[2] Daniel B. Evans, Anchram’s father.
[3] Amelia Drew Wescott, daughter of Anchram’s cousin, Mary Durant Drew.
[4] Henry S. Evans, Anchram’s nephew.
[5] Jacob A. Evans (Lt. E), Anchram’s oldest brother.
[6] John B. Evans, Anchram’s brother.
[7] Mary Kelly Mahn, Elizabeth’s older sister.
[8] William D. Mahn, Elizabeth’s brother-in-law.
Petersburg, Va. Aug 30, 1864
[NOTE: this letter is badly faded with entire paragraphs being unreadable]
My Dearest Wife, it has been nearly a week since I wrote you the last letter in answer to your last. (It being the one I forgot to date.) I hope you will not think yourself forgotten by my not writing to you.
[ILLEGIBLE]
We stay here because it is [ILLEGIBLE]. I did think we would have to get up on high ground but we have all got [ILLEGIBLE] again. So I expect to stay here unless Mr Grant decides to order us away very unpleasantly & unexpectedly.
[ILLEGIBLE]
But now I go to sleep with all safety. Always with the thought of a loved one at home with a prayer for her spiritual being and one for the great desire of our hearts – The Freedom of our dear country. Our hearts are brightening up. Many of the leading Journals there are advocating our armistice. Some say “Peace, even if we acknowledge the Southern independence.” The Chicago convention met yesterday. It is hoped by many and by me too, they will nominate a Peace Candidate. If they do, I do think that he will very likely be elected. If this be the case, O what joy.
[ILLEGIBLE]
There has been no particular change in the lines what I know of. They shell the City pretty hard but don’t do much harm as to lives lost. Perhaps you will find out more from papers. Capt Rockwell[1] has left us for Brigade. The Authorities have taken away all Regt QM. I am sorry he has left. He was a friend to me. There is one rank they can’t do without, a Com Sergt.[2] And if I [ILLEGIBLE] I will not have to go to the [ILLEGIBLE].
The weather here puts in mind of last fall. It is cool now. I sleep under a blanket sometimes. We’ll get beef tomorrow. I intend to have a stew. I am getting along very well as for victuals.
I directed my last letter in care of Col Leonard.[3] Darling try to make everything pleasant around you like you do when I am there. Do good unto all even to those who despitefully use you. Keep a bright heart. Do good to all. Let your light shine that others may see and follow you.
[ILLEGIBLE]
I hope that day is not far distant. Do you love me now as you used to? It has been a long time since we have seen each other. You don’t [ILLEGIBLE] of our devoted love is gone. My sweet Wife, I love you dearer than ever [ILLEGIBLE]. Kiss Katie for me. Accept the best love of your devoted Anchram
[Notes]
[1] Captain Henry C. Rockwell, Assistant Quartermaster, 51st North Carolina.
[2] Commissary Sergeant.
[3] Henry C. Leonard, one of the Evans’ neighbors in Town Creek.
Petersburg, Virginia September 3rd, 1864
Dearest Darling. I see that you have addressed me by that sweet name “Darling,” so I will not be out done by my Darling Bettie in affection. We can only show it by Sweet words which ought always be the hearts utterance. Though separated by hundreds of miles and by that almost insurmountable barrier called “the usages of warfare,” which I cannot pass now in honor, nor will not in dishonor. We have had the fortune of writing to each other left to us. We could appreciate this great blessing with much more keener feelings, & I hope with more gratitude. Were I or you to be shut up in some besieged city or town where we would be with no correspondence.
The weather is turning cool, just as pleasant. O, it puts me in mind of those days [ILLEGIBLE]. Later days when I thought of you and loved that young girl, dressed in her costume, whose home was in the yellow house. Yes, and did she love me? I hope so. But it makes but little difference now if she did not.
The Past is gone. The Present and Future is upon us. [ILLEGIBLE] again of late, O what have we not been the [ILLEGIBLE] since that pleasant night on which we were joined two in one. I cannot look back upon without almost a shudder. Wars & fevers, & hospitals seemed to bear so heavily on us. Let us thank God & take courage. I believe the worst is over.
You are not situated near so well as I wish. But I do feel so glad that you can get enough to eat and wear with our little pet. Take courage, this War will not last always. When our country is free and when not a Yankee foot treads our soil. If God will spare my life, I will try to make you happy. Will you, my sweet wife, try to bear up under trial until then? Suppose I was exposed every day like the men on the line are, how much [ILLEGIBLE].
I dreamed of you last night. I dream of you often now. Yet I never can dream as I wish to. You seem selfish as you are in some place where I don’t want you to be or you are in distress or perhaps you do not seem to care for me. But it is a dream. I reckon it is because I feel so much concern about your welfare. Let come what will, I love you, & I know you love me in return. This is the greatest earthly happiness we can possess.
There seemed to be rejoicing in among the Yankees last night. One of our Pickets reports that he heard them hurrahing for “Frank Pierceour new President.” If I really knew that the Chicago convention did nominate Pierce for President, I would feel very glad indeed. I do think we’d soon have peace. Again, it is reported that G B McLellen is the nominee.
The Enemy made a small raid yesterday toward the South side but were soon driven back causing many reports [ILLEGIBLE]. Our Cavalry under Wheeler &c seems to have gotten [ILLEGIBE]. I hope to hear of good results. I begin hope Mobilewill be a second Charleston to the Yankees. Petersburg seems to give them considerable work today. Early[1] seems to be getting along merrily in the Valley.
Our Regt now has about 300 besides the sick at hospital. I have quite an easy time. I get a little cursing (privately) sometimes. I think (proudly too) that I have had a little of that [ILLEGIBLE]. I try to do my duty. I hope I’ll be rewarded with a good name.
Have you heard from Bro John.[2] Do let me know if you have, for I have never heard a word yet and how is Lt Evans[3] and Sister Jane[4] and all the others? My health is very good and I do hope yours may be the same. My box has not come yet. It is at Weldon I suppose. I will not get any pay as the express excepts war risks. They say it will come. Kiss my little Katie. Tell her Pa don’t fight, only flees lice [ILLEGIBLE]. But the fleas have made a charge on the lice and driven them off. Give my regards to Pa & Ma & Cally & Henry[5] & the town folks. Now Darling do love me. I do love you devotedly and dearly. Will you pray for me? And for us all. Live in peace and kindness. Write often and long letters. Accept my best love. Anchram
[Notes]
[1] Confederate General Jubal Early.
[2] John B. Evans, Anchram’s brother.
[3] Lieutenant Jacob Evans, Anchram’s oldest brother.
[4] Anna Jane Mercer, Anchram’s oldest sister.
[5] Daniel, Elizabeth, Caroline, and Henry S. Evans.
Petersburg, Virginia September 6th, 1864
Dearest Wife. I rec’d your most excellent and encouraging letter, headed Town Creek August 28th on last Sunday 4 inst. I had just written to you the day before. I am glad to hear you are at home again and that you seem as well satisfied as you do. Whether you write so to ease my solicitude [ILLEGIBLE], but anyway I know, It was one of the sweetest letters you have written. I will say the same of you that you have said of me, viz: “For fear of distressing me: You keep back the bad.” It shows love, my Pet, but then we should know each other’s trial and troubles. Would that I could take yours to my own breast.
I am sorry to hear of dear little girl’s illness. I hope it is not bad. I am glad to hear Lt Evans[1] is mending. Hope he will be up soon to enjoy his furlough. I think it would be best for his wife to bridle him untill he gets well. Tell him, if he thinks he will not be well enough to come when his time is up, to begin in time so that there will be no difficulty about being absent too long. I regret to say I have not heard from his father yet. Let me know if his wife has the good fortune of getting a letter.
Both of us seem to be doing good business in dreaming. Well Pet,I don’t think it would be my fault would I beat [ILLEGIBLE] if Jonnie beat as many [ILLEGIBLE]. I feel more manly than I have for over a year before. I’d give anything to be with you now. It would be so much pleasure to be with you when I am well.
I don’t think there is much danger of the Yankees attacking Wilmington. My opinion is they cannot spare the men from here.
I am so glad Katie does make the old folks laugh. You must be funny too & tear the “Cow’s pouch from their noses.”
I got the box yesterday. I was very glad, you may know, though all was spoiled but the Butter, honey, wine, Balm of Gilead & potatoes. I was afraid the butter would not do, but I washed it well several times in salt water, which helps the fresh, makes good the old. I don’t know what I’ll do with the wine, only to keep it ‘till I am sick. You need not make me anymore suspenders, 1 pr is sufficient.
I am so glad you have got a good school on the childrens count. They are plenty large to be going regularly. I don’t think you story, Darling, when you say Katie can sing. She takes after you in that. O that I could hear you both once more. Smartness is no sign of death in a child. After Pa[2] (over the left), I know you do not love me the less by loving the child of our own body. I love Katie, too, but I love you far better, devotedly, dearly. I am so proud that Pa is proud of Katie. She may be the means of keeping up his spirits. Teach her that she may be kind to him. O, Bettie, put all your mind to raising her up mightily in the sight of God.
You should not disturb yourself about my leaving ‘till I come. You tell me that you only have Church once in a monththat they disregard the Sabbath day. Now Darling you do not do this bad thing? To be sure you have put a bad light on it. I do feel shocked. I don’t see how they can expect this war to end when they regard not God’s Power. Where are the promises they have made? My dear Wife, don’t visit on the Sabbath, you never were used to it. Pray that you may hold up & not sin. Pray for me, Pet. I need them.
We have preaching here very often by some Georgians. Several mourners came up last night. Considerable interest seems to be felt. I am doing very well. We are drawing sugar and coffee again much to our satisfaction. We have just got through a nice harsh Bufhead. I must close By saying I do love you dearly as ever. Accept mine. Anchram
There is no particular news. I hated to hear of the fall of Atlanta, but I don’t think it as bad as some do. Love me, Darling. Don’t be carried away with the Sabbath breakers. I sent you 25cts.
Tell Lt E. I rec’d a from Sallie Mercer[3] to him. I broke it open. I answered it. Write soon all the news. How the crop is & Pa & Ma’s[4] health. Don’t get lowspirited now, take outdoor exercise. I wish I had something to read: Parker’s Natural Philosophy (not Wesley’s). It is on the table in the parlor. I would like to have it.
[Notes]
[1] Jacob Evans, Anchram’s oldest brother.
[2] Dniel B. Evans, Anchram’s father.
[3] Sarah E. Mercer, Anchram’s niece.
[4] Elizabeth S. Evans, Anchram’s mother.
Petersburg, Virginia, September 13th, 1864
Dearest Wife. I rec’d your very kind of the 4th inst just after I had finished answering the one of the 1 inst. So I slipped in another strip as in answer to that. It does seem to take our letters a long time to reach us.
I went to church (M.E.S.) last Sabbath for the first time since we left Camp Hill. Heard a good sermon. His text was “Rev” 2.4 & 5. “Nevertheless, I have somewhat against thee, because thou has left thy first love.” “Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent.” Do we not take it? Today is a day of fasting & prayer for the city of Petersburg.
I wished to attend Church this morning but my foot has been sore from a skinned place for some time. I have concluded not to go but be still for awhile. Billy Goodman[1] was there. He looks well. He is driving an Ambulance. A very good position. Not much danger.
Write me if you have heard from Bro John[2] again, and if Lt E[3] has his furlough extended. I do hope he won’t be behind in getting it, for example’s sake. Write me all about home & your sweet self. Good & bad.
The Enemy still hold the Weldon road a few miles below here. I don’t know what will be the next move. From what we feel today, the cold will soon run one or the other out of the ditches. Maybe it will turn in our favor.
Bettie, always do as you think best about selling or buying. I think it would be best to sell anything that is spoiling. You know more about which is best now than I do. For so young a woman your judgement is excellent. I do feel so proud of you. It does me good to know you are trying to do your duty as a wife & as a mother. Know that I love you devotedly, dearly. Take courage & Persevere in all good things.
By missunderstanding the time of the departure of the mail, my letter will not get off before tomorrow evening or later.
The health of our Troops is tolerable good, I might say very good, considering their exposure. Our rations Tolerable. I am getting along as well as I could hope for. Have not had a scholding in a long time. I hope I may keep my desirable position. I have not been to the trenches in two days. Somewhat unusual. There are many reports in circulation now, as usual. We have some few desertions, which we must expect.
O, Darling, The weather is so beautiful. I have no business about Sundown, & I find it the most unhappy time. It makes me think of the time when I was with you. Then I am grieved because I am not with you now. O, for one day of bliss which I could enjoy in your sweet company. May it not be long.
Bettie, I have no news & I will wind up this short letter. Give my best love to Pa, Ma, Cally, Henry, Sisters J & Mary, & Bros J & J’s & families.[4] Write me about the Garden & Crops. Write all about everything. You know this is the only chance I have to hear from my olde State. I send a kiss for Bettie & Katie. Accept the best love of your devoted Anchram.
Sept 14th: All well, Love Me.
Darling, be kind to the aged. Return kindness for evil. Do good unto those who despitefully use you. Remember that many have been kind to us. Begin to teach Katie. Let it be one great object of your life. Love me, my dearest Wife. Goodbye.
[Notes]
[1] William H. Goodman, served in the 10th North Carolina.
[2] John B. Evans, Anchram’s older brother.
[3] Lieutenant Jacob Evans, Anchram’s oldest brother.
[4] Daniel, Elizabeth, Carolina, and Henry S. Evans; Anna Jane Mercer and Mary Mahn; Jacob and John Evans.
Petersburg, Virginia, September 17th, 1864
Dearest Bettie. I am looking for a letter from you today. I have written you two letters besides this including the small scrips I sent in a former one. Yours of the fourth being the last from that sweet hand. I thought I would not write shortly ‘till I heard from you, but tomorrow is the Sabbath, on which I never like to write. The R Road may be out by Monday. The mail will come soon. Perhaps yours may come to hand.
Our (Hokes) Division have moved to the right, to the S.W. of the City. We have now but a short distance to waggon our Cooked rations, having been in the locality since 17th June last. I do not know where the Division will go. I suppose to the Trenches again, unless the Enemy sees fit to come out to give us a brush. The men are resting, which they much needed. Our Regt is recruiting considerably from Hospitals & furloughs. Col McKethan[1] is in command of the Brigade.If he was a Brigadier, I could almost hope to be on his Staff as Brigade A.C.S. ranking as a Captain. Lt Col Hobson[2] is commanding the Regt, but is sick so Capt Lippitt[3] has to take his place quite often. I think Col McK & Capt L both are lifted.
I saw Gen Lee yesterday. He is a fine portly looking man, but Beauregard is the most Military looking man I ever saw & I believe the best General. They are both very unpretending, which I like in officers.
The Enemy still holds the Weldon R.R. I do not know what will turn up next. I have learned to take everything fair & easy. Knowing this much, that if I do my duty faithfully, it will be enough for me. I am no Genl, therefore what good does it do me to distress myself about their business. My duty is to see that my Regt get their dues; that it is cooked well & carried to them in due season & to pray with all my heart for our dear Country’s Salvation & independence, & to love my dear Wife.
I will be looking for Lt Evans[4] back again soon. If he gets his furlough lengthened, I hope he may get it here before his time is out. As Dr Potter[5] is there, it may be that he may not have such a bad time as he did last year. Is Bro John[6] home yet? I would like to know. He don’t write to me at all.
My health is very good. I have not enjoyed better in a no. of years, yet my appetite is not so very craving like it was when I was home last winter. We get a plenty to eat, except bread which is a little short. We get flour all together which does not go so far as corn meal. The ration is one blper day. I wish I could change my ration with you for some vegetables or potatoes. We get some vegetables sometimes, but they are very high, Green peas bring 1 1/2 to 2 dollars per qt. Apples common size 1 1/2 to 2 per doz. Then this is not so dear, considering there is such a vast army to buy on one side & one the other, to steal.
Beautiful weather. Sleep under 2 blankets. Very cool at night. I dream of you quite often now. I dreamed of Katie last night. Kiss her for her Pa. I know she must be a sweet child, like her dear Ma. Darling, I do hope you are trying to raise her up as we would have her to live. Learn her to talk well at first. Learn her to love & fear you. A child can learn bad things very young, & I think they can be taught good things. Provided we don’t let bad influence get in before the good. Watch. Children can be taught at home better than at school when young. They will miss many of those evil associations & influences which they have at school.
I hope you are getting along very well. Your letters seem so much brighter. O, that I could come home just a little while, I do want to see you so much. My Darling, I do love you devotedly, dearer if possible, than ever. Let not my long absence make your love for me grow cold. Pet, it has been a long time since I left you at Hilton. Only love me, Pet. Do your duty, make everything bright around you. See how bright Katie makes all your hearts by her sweet prattle & funny tricks. Keep the Sabbath holy. Never let it be said that my wife is a Sabbath breaker. There is room enough to take pleasure, healthful exercise without sinning. I have clipped a piece from the N.C. Presbyterian. A Rebuke, which I would like for the Church at Zion to hear read. Perhaps it would be convenient. Evening. No letter for me. I hope I’ll get one to morrow. Give love to all, write all the news. Pray for me Darling. I am hurried to get this off. Accept my best Love, Anchram.
[Notes]
[1] Colonel Hector McKethan, commander of the 51st North Carolina, in temporary command of the brigade.
[2] Lieutenant Colonel Caleb B. Hobson, commanding the 51st North Carolina in Colonel McKeithan’s place.
[3] Captain James W. Lippitt, commander of Company G, 51st North Carolina.
[4] Lieutenant Jacob Evans, Anchram’s oldest brother.
[5] Doctor Francis W. Potter, Anchram’s cousin.
[6] John B. Evans.
Petersburg, Va. Sept 20, 1864
Dearest Bettie. Your sweet but short letter of the 12 inst came to hand last Sabbath 18. I had just mailed you one on Saturday. As I said in it, I was then looking for one from your dear hands. Having just arrived from the Reg’t, I was so hurried to get it off that I forgot to put in any stamps on the little scrap. “Rebuke.” I don’t think any of your letters have been misplaced, for I get at least one a week. I answer them regularly, besides writing between times generally once. I am surprised & grieved that you do not get them. But my Darling, I am glad that we can hear, ever regularly, though it would comfort us so much more, could we hear twice a week.
It does me good to hear that my dear little family are well; but why is it, you have said nothing of Katie’s smartness & humor. I love to hear about her sweet little tongue. Send a kiss for you & her.
You must not get the “highat [ILLEGIBLE]” now as you seem to have gotten along so well since you have been in the Country. This last letter don’t seem to be as bright as the others were. Do like Katie. I don’t mean monkey like but lively, cheerful, obliging, affectionate.
Darling, I had stopped writing. I was thinking of the night we were married, how you fooled the old me by getting on the bed-rail & how provoked I was, when, as I thought, my long anticipated bride had slipped me. “But murder will out” & so one can’t breathe in an airtight place. Then had the insurance to tell a rest night that you did not want to sleep with me, there by – well you just a well have said, -hush!- nothing.
Lt Evans’[1] furlough being out & not seeing him return, I hope his time has been extended. Col Hobsen[2] ask me of him sometime ago. There is so much talk when an officer is absent without leave. Ought we not be glad that none of our families have done so bad as you say about Miss______ I am glad she is married, but its harried.
Darling, I know you do wish to see me very much. It has been a very long time, nearly 8 months. If your desires are like mine, you do. I never had such a desire to see you, atany rate no greater. Do wait as patiently as you can. I’ll come as soon as I can. Pray for the time to come. Don’t mind your dreams, dearest, they don’t fortell any thing. I dreamed of Katie again last night & my darling wife but don’t know [ILLEGIBLE].
I did not know there were any [ILLEGIBLE]. Some came this morning. They are coming in quite frequently. The wounded are returning. Perhaps you have heard of the very successful raid in rear of Grant’s army by Gen Wade Hampton. Capturing between 24 & 25 hundred beeves, 300 prisoners. I saw about 490 of the beeves in one drove. O, what a sight, all fat steers. I expect to eat a big dinner of stewed beef (Yankee expectations from the north) to day. This was one of the most successful raids I ever heard of. Our loss, slight.
Our Division is resting now in a deep Ravine S E of the city.[3] Its pretty place. I don’t have to expose myself to get to them. They seem quite lively. If things keep pretty still for awhile, I think more furloughs will be given. But then you must look for months. I have been home since many others.
I drew 2 pr socks this morning& have another. I’ll do very well for awhile. I somewhat think I ought to have a [ILLEGIBLE] me one like the one you made before. Though faded, it is good yet.
I am glad Sis M[4] is coming to see you. Give my love to her & family, [ILLEGIBLE]. I think I will write to Bro John.[5] I wish to hear from him. Perhaps he’s home.
I am enjoying good health. I hope you and all are enjoying the same blessing. I am so glad to hear Pa[6] has made a good crop. We ought to be very grateful. Don’t think, Pet, that I neglect writing to you. It is a great pleasure to me.
Now Pet, keep the Sabbath, read, pray, don’t visit on that day. Pray for me, for us, for the Church, for Town. Let your light shine brightly. I will try trust in God & serve Him. Love me darling as ever. I do love you devotedly. Give love to all. Ma & Pa & C & H, all the others. Accept my best love. Anchram E. I hear that Johnsons Divisions will be ordered to Tenn & Hokes Divisions to N. C. when the campaign closes. I enclose 5 stamps. I’ll send more when I write again. Do love me my Darling. I can’t write how much I miss you. But if I was there, you would soon know by feeling. I expect I should be quite a [ILLEGIBLE] & mischievous boy. My Darling one, sweet Goodbye & I will close. Anchram
[Notes]
[1] Lieutenant Jacob Evans, Anchram’s oldest brother.
[2] Lieutenant Colonel Caleb Hobson, commander of the 51st North Carolina.
[3] Hoke’s Division was sent to “Dunlop’s Park,” on Swift Creek, for rest.
[4] Mary Kelly Mahn, Elizabeth’s older sister.
[5] John B. Evans.
[6] Daniel B. Evans, Anchram’s father.
Petersburg, Va. September 23, 1864
Dearest Wife. Your letter of [ILLEGIBLE] Wednesday 21 inst. It seems strange that you do not get my letters in so long time when I get yours tolerable quick & regular. You state that you had rec’d mine of the 6 inst. I think this is the 4th letter I have written you since that. I hope you have got some of them by now, as Bro Jake[1] will go over often.
I wrote Bro John[2] a letter the 21 & just as I was going to send it to the office, Mr Hollinsworth told me he was on his to Richmond & would carry my letter & try to see him besides. He returned yesterday stating that he had seen him, that he was mending, had been before the board twice but was too ill to leave & was going before it again next Saturday. But didn’t know that he’d succeed.
I am glad Lt Evans has an opportunity of being registered at the Hospital with the privilege of staying home awhile. Darling, I do wish to be at home to eat grapes, kiss those sweet lips of yours, all the times like we used to do.
You need not try to express anything to me till the Weldon R.R. is in our possession again. It will cost more than it is worth. There was a box sent to one of our Soldiers costing, from Wilmington, hun 43 1/2 dollars. A very small one at that.
I am glad, my dearest sweet wife, that you have made my flannel shirts. I know they are made from your sweet hands. If Bros John gets home, you will have two chances to send them. However, I want you to send them by the last one that leaves home because it will be warm sometime yet. You need not send anything but 2 flannel shirts, 2 pr cotton socks, 1 pr suspenders. I think my bunk-mate will draw another blanket, so I will not want the over coat or blanket. I will not be exposed a great deal & I don’t wish to many clothes. I have a very large tent fly to double up & sleep on.
Darling, I know our dear little Katie is sweet. I dream of you & her very often. I believe Katie would soon know & love me. You talk to her so much about her Pa. Don’t you love her, Pet, because she is mine. I do, because she is yours. You are all in all to me. I almost Idolize my little wife. If I could, you never would want to see any trouble again. O, that you could lean upon this thing again & pour out those sweet words of love into my heart, like you were wont to do in times past. I know you love me darling. I will never doubt you. I have never had any reason todoubt you and I humbly hope I never will. It would almost craze my brain.
Darling, forgive me if I said anything to hurt you about breaking the Sabbath. I said it all for your good & that of others. Your good examples will be looked often. I can’t help advising you. I feel it is my duty. I had rather advise than correct. If they visit you on Sabbath try to turn the conversation temporal to a spiritual conversation. Let it be good. Do your duty & your reward will be great in heaven. O, Darling, it is a very great Sin to let the Church go down. Women have accomplished great good in the past. Try to raise “mine” Katie in the way that you would wish her to go. Make her obedient to your will. It seems to me that she will make a [ILLEGIBLE] sometime if properly tutored.
We have Some bad news from the Valley, Gen Early has had a fight & has fallen back. I know not the results but that Gen Rhodes of N.C. and another Gen was killed. I will not form an opinion, for fear I may be wrong. You know I always look on the bright side of nearly everything. Sheridon must have rec’d large reinforcements from this army.
Everything is very still here at this time, some shelling yesterday. Our division are still in the rear. I saw them drilling yesterday. There is to be a review of our Brig this afternoon. Our men drill very well though the first since April.
Is Sister[3] come? I hope she will enjoy herself on grapes & [ILLEGIBLE]. We get beef & flour one day & bacon & flour the next,sometimes rice. I understand this morning that 32 wagon loads of coffee had arrived for this place or army. We are getting along very well, only I want to see you more & more. I don’t see how I can stand it much longer. I do hope I will be permited to go home soon. It does seem so hard. I do pray that we me submit in Christian fealty. Pray for me that I may do my duty faithfully & honestly.
Tell Pa I think of mine often. I can imagine how he looks when coming from the field. I hope he’s got a good crop. He ought to be grateful & observe God. I pray for him. Tell not to spoil Katie. Give my love to Sis M & family, Ma & Pa, Cally & Henry, both Brothers & families, & to friends.[4] Kiss “mine” Katie for her dear Pa. I send a kiss for my Bettie. Accept the best love of your devoted Husband. Anchram
Write often even if you don’t get letters regularly.
[Notes]
[1] Lieutenant Jacob Evans, Anchram’s oldest brother.
[2] John B. Evans.
[3] Elizabeth’s sister, Mary Kelly Mahn.
[4] Mary Mahn, Daniel and Elizabeth Evans, and Caroline and Henry S. Evans.
Chafins Bluff, N. side James River, Oct 3, 1864
Dearest Bettie. It has been about 6 days since I answered your sweet letter of 22 ult. I doubt not but there is another on the way for me, now, if I could get it.
Last Thursday, we (Hoke’s Division &c) packed in a great hurry & arrived here the next day. About the time we got our ovens to baking when we (the cooks) were ordered to move farther to the Rear. You don’t know how much trouble it is to put in pots, ovens, dough, flour, meat, & such like in a wagon, & that in a hurry. I could have ridden all the way but walked every step from Petersburg, some of my cooks being unwell. Our Division & Fields[1] were ordered to charge Battery Harrisone, a small earthwork, which the Yankees had captured from us, a few days ago. Fields charged too soon & received the whole fire (I suppose fell back). Our division Charged at the appointed time when they rec’d the whole fire, which caused them to fall back also. It is the general impression that if Fields had waited, it would have been in our possession, our loss was severe. Col Hobson is supposed to have been mortally wounded & left on field. Col M’K safe. Capt Lippitt was left at Division Hospital.[2] Lt Lippitt[3] was hurt on the field (now at Hospital). Jackson Beasly was killed. I have written to his wife to day. W.A. Nelson, wounded. Also A. Noble, J. Q. Williams, W. Journegan, Mc Blackman, all of which have been wounded before. Missing Sergt J. F. Ketchum, Corp D. F. Suggs, Privates A. F. Blake, C. Craig, J. L. Hinson, N. J. Thompson, N. Benton, S. Norris, A. Thighen, all of Co “G”. I drew rations for 195 men & officers this morning, but mind, there are many at the D. hospital. The 8th Regt drew for about 100. 31 & 61 drew for about 175 each. Our Brigade suffered the worst, of any. I don’t know the particulars of the others. We are fortifying now. We hear pretty good news from Petersburg.
I had to get rations to them at night, after the Battle. It was dark & Rainy. I did not know where to find them. Some would say they are all captured. Some that we could not get to them, some that the men were hungry and ought to have their rations. I took the last & pushed forward. As I had nearly reached them, I heard men talking, sent a man to see who they were, who hallowed & told us it was the Brigade coming out. We turned about & came up with it. Col McK gave me his hand, but both were to full to say much. After I had left, he called to me again, saying “Evans, do all you can for us.” “In such a time as this you can help us a great deal.” I promised as I had done before.
Darling, I really did hate leave my old cook place, after living there 3 1/2 mo. I had a squash vine on which I raised some small ones & eat them. I have not tasted a Water Melon & cucumber this season. There are plenty of collards down here, but nearly all gone now.
Oct 4. Dearest Darling, I did not have time to finish my letter on yesterday. I don’t know that I’ll have time to day before the mail starts, as I have to go after Rations now & then weigh out & if I don’t fill up this side, know that I could not. I am getting along very well. I’ll have a right hard trial to day or soon; the Regt is so small that I will have to discharge some of my cooks. Which is very hard to do, been with me so long. I have not heard from Bro John[4] lately. Love me, I must go.
I have returned with Flour, rice & bacon, so I’ll finish. Our Division are fortifying near the battle ground. Rationed 206 this morning.
Darling, pray for me. I am so far from you now, I feel lonely. When I know you love me, & O, what a great comfort that is. Don’t you feel good when you know I love you. I do love you Darling, dearly, devotedly. O, that I could come to see you again. Wait patiently, I’ll come soon. Try to do good. Kiss Katie. Give love to all the families. Accept the best love of your own devoted Husband. Anchram Harris
Oct 5. Your sweet letter of 27 came last night. I will answer it in a few days. I failed to get this off yesterday. I do love you dearly. I dream of you often. Direct as usual till further orders. I saw W. Goodman & Sam’lSwindell[5] & several others just before the fight. They look well.
You can read parts of this letter to Lt Evans[6] or all if you choose. He will wish to know the casualties. Adjt Latta[7] has resigned. Lts Hawes, Dudly, Pitman[8] are prisoners. Capt Norment, Lts Currie & Guy,[9] were wounded. Everything seems very still now. Gen Beauregard has been sent to Georgia. I hate to lose him but it is best, he is needed there. Pet, I am very well or as common & I tell you [ILLEGIBLE]
Darling, you must excuse this badly written letter. Never be a submissionist ‘till I write you that I am one.
I will love my sweet wife as long as we both shall live.
[Notes]
[1] Confederate General Charles Field.
[2] Lieutenant Colonel Caleb Hobson, commander of the 51st North Carolina; Colonel Hector McKethan, brigade commander; Captain James W. Lippitt, commanding Company G.
[3] Lieutenant Thomas Lippitt, Company G, James Lippitt’s younger brother.
[4] John B. Evans.
[5] William H. Goodman and Samuel D. Swindell, 10th North Carolina.
[6] Lieutenant Jacob Evans, Anchram’s oldest brother.
[7] Adjutant John R. Latta.
[8] Reuben J. T. Hawes, Eli Dudley and James P. Pittman.
[9] William S. Norment, Francis S. Currie and Charles T. Guy.
Chafin’s Bluff, Saturday, October 8th, 1864
Dearest Bettie. I rec’d your very sweet letter of the 27 ult Wednesday. I had just finished one for you, but it was so that I did not mail it ‘till I had an opportunity of penciling a few words in it again, being in a hurry. We do not have the opportunity of sending letters but every other day.
I am glad to hear that you have had a good meeting. I hope you were profited. I would be overjoyed to be with you at the Q Meeting, but I fear it will be too soon for me. It is very uncertain when thisCampaign will end. My duties are so pressing that I will not be able to get off ‘till the fighting has ceased. How sweet it would be could I but spend a few days with Bettie at such a time.
I do realy expect you were fooled by seeing Mr Bennett. I know about how you felt. Capt Lippitt[1] said he saw a man, who saw Lt Evans[2] in Wilmington quite sick. I hope he has not taken a relapse. He says he had better go on the retired list.
I hardly think you need look for the “Babboons” in Wilmington yet. When this campaign ends, then you look for them & Clingman’s “Foot Cavalry” too. I don’t exactly understand you in saying “They are overjoyed at the sinking of the Sumter S.C.” Is Sumter sinking? She will be a terror to them a long time yet.
I am glad to hear that Henry Goodman has a detail near home. Just think of the pleasure. Pet, I so glad to hear such good and smart things of our little daughter. Ithink she must look sweet at church, sitting quietly by the side of her sweet Ma. I think Ma or Mama would sound sweeter than “Lizzie”. You have told me so much about her that I do love her as our own offspring, of the pleasure that we have once seen. I reckon she has changed since I saw her. Very likely taller & not so fleshy. Teach her from the begining. I do accept in writing, but had far rather, by the mouth, those sweet kisses from you and Katie. It does me good at the bottom of my heart to hear you say “I am getting along finely.” I hope They are all kind to a Soldier’s best, best friend, his Darling, his Wife. I do feel so grateful to those kind Parents who have given you a home. May I be able at some time to recompence them in all kindness.
I know your desire to see me must be great. I know how hard it is to be separated from you. I dream of you often. You don’t seem so distant as you used to in dreams. Sometimes I almost feel dreary, the prospect of seeing you seems so distant. Then I brighten up. I feel that I am almost on my way home.
Col McKeithan[3] came out to see me a few days ago. He gave me quite a compliment by saying that hehad heard no complaint of me by the Regt. Which, if you knew the disposition of a hungary soldier, you would think a great one for a C. Sergt.[4] It is true I have had a very good time in getting good rations. Col Mc has been & is now one of the best friends I have ever had. I will do all I can to please him. I do hope he may be a Brigadier yet. I hope I may merrit his confidence. Capt L is in com’d of the Regt, numbering about 225 men besides the hospital. Co. “G” suffered worse than any other in the fight at B. Harrisone. It nos about 20 men.
Our Division was ordered to the left night before last. Yesterday there was a considerable fight near the Darby Town Road. (Hoke not engaged.) We captured several hundred prisoners & some cannon & horses. We expect a fight out there again today. We, C. Sergts & cooks, started yesterday to carry rations when we liked to have gotten to far. I suppose Our picket line was in our front. I will start again in a few hours.
I have had one fever but am well again. Feel quite well now, only lonely. It is quite cool & the wind blows so lonely. How you could comfort me could I be with you. I have a good tent which not even the Col has. I keep my K Sack[5] with all the time now. You must write me when you want some more stamps. I will try & get some from Richmond. Write me soon all the news & how you are getting along. Love me, I must go to dinner. I must go to the Regt. to haul rations, “Bull & hard tack.” I’ll finish this evening or in the morning.
Now Darling, I do love you devotedly, dearly. Do good, kiss Katie & love me, Darling, dearly. Sunset, almost frost, I’ll keep the blanket close tonight. I think of you & a good bed. I have return the Brigade. No fighting to day. Just eaten a good supper of N. C. potatoes. Remember me yet in prayer. Give my regards to our dear Parents & relatives. Now Darling, accept the best love of your ever devoted Husband, Anchram
Direct to Peterburg. I rec’d a letter, Nollie Mercer of 2d Inst. Good bye Pet.
Don’t get down Spirited but keep a light heart.
[Notes]
[1] Captain James W. Lippitt, commander of Company G and commanding regiment.
[2] Lieutenant Jacob A. Evans, Anchram’s oldest brother.
[3] Colonel Hector McKethan, brigade commander.
[4] Commissary Sergeant.
[5] Knapsack.
Chaffin’s Bluff, Nov 4, 1864, Friday
Dearest Wife. I rec’d your most kind & welcome letter of the 27 ulto finding me in good health & anxious to hear from my Pet. I wrote you on Oct 31 in answer to yours of the 23 ult. Hope you have rec’d it. I saw by that, that you were very much frightened, believing that there was not much real cause. I wrote accordingly. Hoping you might be comforted by words from the pen of a Regular, more than the mere hear say of a frightened Militiaman.
My Darling, I hope you will have many opportunities of writing to me & even of seeing me face to face. Indeed, it is a great blessing next to sight, may it last. I am truly glad to hear you are all well. It comforts me a great deal. I expected the yellow fever would not last long as it was so late to come.
I expected Mr Mahn[1] would have to join the Regular Army. Perhaps he will not. I would like to see the militia in the trenches. They would look funny. I am glad you got the money. I enclosed 10 in the last & will send 10 more to day.
Darling, I do feel so proud of you. You are so smart & industrious. Always getting up something to make money & then how pleasing it is that Katie, our sweet little darling, can help you. “A Chip of the old Block,” on the mamma’s side. It would almost make me jump out of my skin, to hear her say “I hold ma’s skein.”
Don’t get out of heart in looking for me. You will hear that long wished for “whistle” before many months, if our good Lord be willing. I should come. Why do we have such dreams about each other. It must be because we love each other. Last night I dreamed that you had left me & gone I know not where! Me thinks I heard someone ask Aunt Delia Goodman how all the brother’s wives were getting along, when she looked around toward me (but at a distance) & said all very well, except Anchram’s. Afterwards, I asked her please tell me where my lost wife was & bursted out in a big cry; whereupon I waked & found to my utmost joy, it to be all a dream. Now I think I know why I dreamed thus. It was I heard yesterday evening that there was a letter for me. I did not know where it was. Got it this morning. We should not let ourselves be disturbed by dreams. They amount to nothing. We know whom we love. Let us pray more & dream less. Dinner.
I have just eaten a dinner, what was a dinner. Turnips,brisket & potatoes. We drew potatoes in place rice, 1bb to 1/10bb. I wish we could do so every day. Darling, I had to laugh right out when I read in your letter about Uncle Zeke. I know he must hate it, but he will soon get used to it. I sympathize with their family.
I can get along very well without my Ocoat, but send it if Lt Evans[2] has not left. Use your own pleasure about the suspenders. I’ll be grateful to you for either.
It makes me think more of you, Pet, when you advise me aboutcoming home. You do it because you do love me. I feel it. I know it. I love you for it. If it had not been for the kindness of Col McK,[3] through the blessing of God, in giving me this position, what would have become of me.
What of you my Pet. I will try to wait patiently ‘till “Sauntie’s time comes.” Do the same. Wait ‘till I come before you grieve about parting. Don’t meet trouble. Let every day be a school with Katie & you be the teacher. Learn her as she grows. Raise her up in the way she should go. She will not depart from it. I will try to bring my dear little Katie something, when I come.
Yes, Darling, it has been nine long months since we parted at Hilton. I do wish to see you, my sweet wife. I long to be with you, even a little while. O, the pleasure. I love you dearer than ever. I never will cease to love you ‘till death parts us.
I don’t feel much uneasy about Wilmington, providing Regular troops are sent to man the Forts & keep the Militia in good heart. Clingman’s are the boys. Every thing seems quite still all around here. Some Canonading near Petersburg. I am cooking 1/2 miles in the rear of Brig. between the New Market & the Darby Town county roads, 5 or 6 miles below Richmond. Have a good tent, straw bed & good cover. The line have commenced building Winter huts in good earnest. Will soon be comfortable.
Well, the Yankee Election will soon be on hand. I know not what will be the result. Lincoln, I suppose, will be President again. It makes not much difference. No news of importance from Georgia or the Valley.
When you write, tell me all the news & how you are getting along. You know, Darling, I wish to know all about your happiness or trouble. Try to do good. Love to be good to others. Give love to Pa & Ma& C & H &Sis M[4] & family. Love me as ever. Now, Sweet Bettie, accept the best love of your devoted Anchram.
Shall I direct in care of Col Lenard.[5]
Tell Pa I do feel so grateful to him for what he has done for you. I believe I am the most grateful of all his children. “To whom much is given; much will be required.” Mind you, I do not leave out Ma & Sis Cally. Besides Sis M & others. Pray for me darling that I may be dutiful to God & my commanders. May I merrit the confidence bestowed upon me by them.
I suppose Capt. Lippitt[6] may be Maj before long.
[Notes]
[1] William D. Mahn, Elizabeth’s brother-in-law.
[2] Lieutenant Jacob Evans, Anchram’s oldest brother.
[3] Colonel Hector McKethan.
[4] Daniel, Elizabeth, Caroline, and Henry S. Evans; Mary Kelly Mahn.
[5] Henry C. Leonard.
[6] Captain James W. Lippitt, commanded regiment until end of war; never promoted to Major.
Chaffin’s Bluff, Nov. 16/64, Wednesday
Dearest Bettie. I thought to receive a letter from you yesterday, the one Lt. E.[1] brought, being the last, which I answered last Saturday inclosing 10 dollars, which I hope you have rec’d. I will write a little now, thinking I may get yours this evening.
Everything seems to be very quiet here. Scarcely a gun can be heard. I was under the impression yesterday that today was a general Fast Day, but it turns out to be Thanksgiving-day. All Labor is stopped by order of Gen. Lee. It appears almost like the Sabbath. We are still at the same place, but wood is getting scarce & I hope we will be permitted to move farther to the rear, where wood is plentiful. It is very cold here now, but I don’t even put on my overcoat. My flannels are magnificent. The only fault is that they are such great Louse houses. The cap is too small, but it makes no difference as I have a very good one of my own make (M Wallace doing the sewing) out of nice blue cloth. I can dispose of it. I will wear my cotton socks now & keep the wool ‘till Winter. I have 4 new prs in all.
Lincoln is to be the next President of the (once) U.S. I am glad of it. I think it bad for us. If McLellan had been elected, he would have offered such terms of Peace that a part of the South would have wished to have accepted it when the real good stock of the Country could have opposed it; no, accept nothing but Independence. Liberty. Freedom. Better be united than divided. I never have had much desire or expectation of Gen McLellan’s election. Too much blood has been spilled to give up now, unless we had reason to believe that it was God’s will that we should go back into that hated despotism of Lincolnism. What is the opinion of the people at home about the War? I hope my darling does not let her heart get low on acc’t of trouble. Other nations have seen darker times than us. Let us not be disheartened. But let us hold up our heads. I look up to God.
I suppose you have heard of the splendid feat of Gen Forrest destroying Gunboats, transports, barges, much com stores, &c. It was reported at the North that Sherman had burnt Atlanta and had taken up a line of march for Charleston S. C. It is not credited. I hear nothing from Wil[2] or N.C. Hope they will not make much of a demonstration there.
I would like to come to N.C. to stay, but I don’t wish to go there in the winter. March all the time, miss further furloughs & then come here in the Spring to fight through another long campaign. Lt E is getting some better of his Home sickness. He has his chimney up & I’ll go down and sit with him awhile to talk about home and my little darlings. He says you look well, I do too.
Now will we not have a good time when I come? You must not look for me ‘till you see me coming, then run as hard as your little drumsticks will let you. What a sweet kiss & hug I would get & then ___ Hush. O, Darling how sweet it is to even think of it. I do hope the time will come soon. Bettie, I do love you devotedly, dearly. Love me as you ever have. Kiss Katie for me. I’ll finish when I hear from you. Give love to all. Write all the news. Goodbye. Anchram
November 17. All well. I enjoying pretty good health. I did not get your letter last night. Hope to get it today. All quiet along the lines. I must give out rations now & I fear I will not have time to finish by the time the mail starts. Col Hobson is dead. Capt Lippitt will be Major and Lt E Captain, I will not run as candidate again. You may be sure.
Darling try to do the best you can. Use your own good judgement about our business. You know as much as I do. Pray for me Pet. I need them very much. Let your good example shine. Do good & you will receive your reward. Love me & accept your husbands best Love. Anchram E
Another splendid victory by Gen Breckinridge.
The weather is more pleasant. Regt no’s 325 men. Love me Pet. Anchram
Bettie, do not let anyone read my letters. They are too bad.
[Notes]
[1] Lieutenant Jacob Evans, Anchram’s oldest brother.
[2] Wilmington.
Chaffins Bluff, Va. Nov 30, 1864, Wednesday
Dearest Wife. I answered your sweet letter of the 15th on last Saturday. I would be very glad to get one from you to day. The mail will leave soon & I may not get this off ‘till I get it. I am well and weighed 161 lbs this morning. More than I ever weighed before. I hope you are fattening up too. Perhaps Katie is saying now “Ma Tittie.”
I am somewhat like you, I hardly know what to write. News lies low. It is very warm to day & has been for several days. It feels more like the dawning of May than that of December. Has been clear for several days. Citizens say they never have seen such a fall in many years. It would seem from this that Gen. Grant would make some demonstration on our long lines, but not so. Everything seems as still as peace. Scarcely a gun, Cannon, or rifle can be heard as far as the ear can hear.
You are glad to learn the Enemy have again become so that a few Prisoners are & will be exchanged. Savannah being the Rendesvouse of exchange. The papers state that the Prisoners behaved very well after being under guard so long & that they did not seem any thing like being subdued.
Nothing new from Gen Early, only it is said by Religious papers that there is considerable religious interest in his Army & that the Gen’l is a seeker himself & that he has prohibited ardent spirits in camp & destroyed distilleries in reach. The papers will not let any news out from Sherman’s army, they say the news is good, cheering so I somewhat believe it. It seems that he is on his way somewhere down about Pensecola or Savannah. He is cut off from all communication & will be ‘till he reaches the seacoast or retreats. Beauregard should attack him with Taylor, Hardee, Wheeler, Hood. If they all work together, he (Sherman) will be in a tight place, if not in one now.
Dec 1st. Winter, & very pleasant weather indeed. The mail left to soon for me yesterday. I had to work dinner, the cooks being busy building a cooking shanty or “Diningroom.” I have a good Chimney to my tent. All most like a house, a nice straw bed & plenty of cover. Two of us have 4 blankets, 2 over coats, 2 small tent flies, & 1 oil cloth, as our own furniture. We drew some very nice smoking tobacco last month. By drawing and buying a paper, I have enough to last me 3 months smoking, which is quite a satisfaction, as I don’t chew.
We rec’d a letter from Bro John[1] lately. He is well & in the same place. Hope he may stay there. Lt. Evans[2] is tolerably well, up to last evening, he had rec’d no letter from his “ole oman.” Her letters must have been misplaced, as I expect to get my 3rd this Evening.
The troops all have nice little cabins in 2 rows fronting our high breastworks, 20 yds in rear. I almost wish we may stay here during the winter. My cooks also have nice cabins near mine. I had rather be in N.C. but I don’t like to march there all winter and come here in the spring. I rec’d a letter from S.C.M. more than a week ago. Must really answer it tomorrow.
Well, Pet, I believe I have written you all the news – not quite. We will draw sugar and coffee tomorrow.
Darling, I hope you are doing well. I dream of you often. Sometimes pleasant, then unpleasant. I commend you into the hands of a good Providence. I believe he will protect you if we will only trust in him. I do feel very distressed about your welfare sometimes, then I can lean upon him & believe that he will protect you. Let us submit to his will, Asking for Christ.
We have preaching every Sabbath, but the days are so short that I can not get rations out in time. My Dear Bettie, try to do well. Only love me in my weakness. I love you as devotedly as ever. I never will cease to love my sweet little wife as long as we live. Only love & forgive me. O, that I had been more affectionate – more loving, when we were together. I do love you devotedly, dearly. I do wish to see my dear sweet wife. I cannot express my great desire of being with you. Kiss Katie. Give love to all at home and in Town. Tell Cally[3] I dreamed she was married to R. last night. Pray, they need them very much. Accept the best love of your ever devoted & affectionate Husband, Anchram
[Notes]
[1] John B. Evans.
[2] Lieutenant Jacob Evans, Anchram’s oldest brother.
[3] Caroline R. Evans, Anchram’s older sister.
Feb 17, 1865, Sugar Loaf
Dearest Darling. I rec’d your very sweet letter of the 12 inst, being very glad to hear from you. I hope you will not worry yourself about your dear husband so much, as every 100 guns don’t kill people. We are yet unhurt.
I suppose my dissappointment was like yours. It may be all for the best. Yet it is so hard. You did right to go when Pa[1] sent for you. Don’t grieve. I’ll pay up for lost time in a few days. Sis told me how you were hurried. Sweet Pet, I hope I will not only get a permit but a f___ before long. One man will work for me. I long to be home to comfort my dear wife& mother. I will plead my case with all the ways I can.
I am so glad to know or hear that you are content. When you are contented, I am happy. You are my life. My greatest joy & cheer. You have always pursued a good course. I am happy that you continued so to a [ILLEGIBLE]. If God permits us to be cut off from each other, know that I’ll be the same to you as before, writing when I have an opportunity. No, Pet, we will not despair. Love will hold its own. Though time intervene.
If, as you think, anything is the matter, we must only take the will for the deed. It’s ours, we’ll love it like Katie. The dogs will bark for me before long. Then you will not be disappointed. But take care I don’t catch you in the wrapper again.
I got my socks. They are so nice and warm. We ought be particular in writing. I don’t know as I would advise you to visit now. Tell Katie “my Pa” will kiss her soon. Don’t think about future troubles. “Now” is enough. I look for something good, before long. Let us do our duty. Pray to & trust in God for the good results. What can we do?
Lt. E. and Jack[2] are both well, as myself, also. They are glad you write about their families. All is still except the roar of the Oceans & the caw of the Jackdaw & the ring of the anvil, not a gun is heard. All quiet along the lines. Sherman has taken Branchville and Kingsville. He is trapped if he “ain’t” smart.
I wrote you on the 14 inst in ans’ to yours of 6 inst. I hope I may find you well and in good heart when I come. Tell Ma[3] I am coming to cheer her too. Give love to all. Cheer them up. Accept my devoted love. A
[Notes]
[1] Daniel B. Evans, Anchram’s father.
[2] Jacob and John Evans, Anchram’s brothers.
[3] Elizabeth S. Evans.
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