Lieutenant John D. Malloy Letters

John D. Malloy enlisted as a private in Company F, 24th Regiment North Carolina Troops on July 30, 1861. In April 1862 he was appointed 2nd Lieutenant of Company D (the Scotch Tigers), 51st North Carolina. Malloy was wounded at Battery Wagner and then captured at Drewry’s Bluff. He was promoted to captain while he was a POW. Captain Malloy became one the Immortal 600 and wasn’t released from prison until June 16, 1865.

These letters are part of the Catherine McGeachy Buie Collection at the Rubenstein Library, Duke University. Images of the letters can be viewed at the online exhibit of the Buie Papers. Preceding each of the letters below is its folder and image number in the online collection. Transcripts by Kirk Ward.

1862/167-174

Core Creek Church

Oct 12th 1862

Cousin Kate,

                          Amid the many

reflections by which I frequent-

ly amuse myself, being as we

are almost separate from the

best of mankind, arose the thought

that some of the most pleasant

hours that ever I spent were

spent at my good old Cousin

Margret’s in company with

you, Flora, Sallie and John D.

to say nothing of the fact that

Puss was not far off part of the

time, and Henry would sometimes

come and help me play the fiddle

Kate the mere reflection on

those times and scenes is a

source of gratification and plea-

 sure to me, and I think I must

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say that from them originated

this letter. I will offer no apology

for this intruding upon your time

by presuming to write you a letter

for by so doing I hope to rekindle the

sparks of old acquaintances for I

believe I will run wild in this

heathenish country if something

will not turn up to prevent it.

Therefore if you will not take it

for what it is worth, you may

just let it alone: and Flora and

Sallie may consider that when I

write to you, I mean them as

much as you. Well Kate, what

will I commence about next?

The war? But I am tired of war

news, and am getting so tired of

the war, I can almost taste it.

But really and without joking

times are assuming a gloomy,

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gloomy aspect. I sometimes come

to the conclusion, judging from

what we see in the papers that

the Glorious news of peace is al-

most within our hearing, but

many times have we beaten back

the enemy, and still he gathers

more strength and tries a gain.

Kate that battle of Sharpsburg

must have been a terrible

slaughter of human life, and

is rendered more so to us by the

thought that some of our nearest,

and dearest friends were there.

It seems almost miraculous

that so many of them escaped

the terriffic storm. Pat McG

I understand was among the woun-

ded and John J and Arch’d Mc

Mill, brothers and capital fellows

have died of their wounds.

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But it is no use to lament those

that have fallen, for they died in a

good cause, and fell like heros

fighting for that inestimable gem –

Liberty! And how many, ere

this cruel war closes will follow

them? We cannot contemplate

the horrors of war, or I should

have said you cannot, until

your home is invaded by the

ruthless foe – when you would

be afraid to rest one night in

your own house, as is the case

with the citizens of this country

Their houses and plantations are

plundered and deprived of every

thing they possess. I have heard

of an old lady being deprived

even of her flock of geese. And

the vandals curse and abuse the

citizens, male or female, worse than

if they were negroes

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Well Cousin Kate, you may im-

agine that I feel in the humor

of writing this morning, as I

have filled one sheet, and have not

as much as told you where we are

as yet. It is very seldom how-

ever I get in this mood.

We are now at Core Creek Church

about 18 miles from Kinston

on the Dover road that leads from

Kinson to Newbern. Our Reg’t

is at Kinson but our com-

pany was detached from it to

guard this road Core Creek being

the advance line of our pickets

Tell you what we are in a

dangerous place were the Yank’s

to come up in a large force, and

attempt to surround us! But

the “Tigers” stand up to the

rack “fodder or no fodder”. We have

taken two scouts lately  over

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in Yankeedom – some two miles

beyond the line, but have not

been able to find any game yet.

You may depend, I felt kinder

shy the first time, but the more

I try it, the more I dont care

I think next week if things go

on as they have, we will try them

a little further. You need not

be surprised if you hear of my

doing some great wonder or other—

killing some of these runaway

negroes if nothing else. I had

rather catch some of these negro

spyes than to stay all night

with my [?] almost.

Well how is John D and

Jim Little coming on with

the itch – scratching away

I expect; but really I thought

they would have been well

before now, and back with us

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Kate how is all the Old St

Pauls Girls coming on? law

me! it has been such a long

time since I have seen any

of them I’m sure I would

almost be tempted to “Sche –

daddle” were I to strike up

with one of them accidentally.

How is Miss Mary C’line, and

Miss Lizzie S – and Miss Mary

E – and Miss Mag and Miss Kate

S – and – Oh! I cant begin to

name them all. You must tell

that we Tigers are all well

and that we are faring very well

comparatively speaking for we

have the privilidge of killing a

hog, or a cow, or a sheep, or of taking

potatoes, colewartes, peas, or just what

we want. You ought to see us

eating peas! I forgot to say that

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we came down here without plates

knives, forks or anything of that sort.

We have to take up our pease in

a large tray and eat them with

wooden spoons of our own manufacture

but I venture to say that the

spoons were hard beat, and the

pease still harder just at that

time. Well I do think I have

written enough of foolishness for

one time, dont you? Tell Flora

and Sallie that all their old Sweet

hearts, or their new sweethearts among

the Tigers are well so far as I can

learn. I reckon I can say the

same for you. Now I can learn

a heap of things by way of a [?]

by watching the boys. My respects

to Cousin Margret Flora, and

Sallie, and to all the girls generally

Write soon. Direct to Kinston

                         Your Cousin J D Malloy

1863/37-40

Camp Whiting N C

January 21st 1863

Dear Cousin Kate,

[FIRST PAGE IS BADLY FADED]

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Well Kate sure enough we were in a

skirmish down at Goldsboro which though

small compared with some of the battles

fought in Va quite satisfied all who were

engaged in it that there is nothing [?]

[?] with it  Could any one be near

enough to witness the scene without being

in danger it would present to them a grand

fight though it is horrible to contemplate.

     When the battle was raging in its greatest

force it reminded me of a severe thunderstorm

more than anything else. The incessant roar

of the cannon resembling peals of thunder

while volly after volly of grape whizzing

along [TORN] and then tearing up the ground

on their errand of death played beautiful

the part of a whirlwind, as you have fre-

quently seen it raising the dust in its

course through the field. Kate it will do to

talk about now that it is over, but to be a

participant in an engagement is anything but

desirable. But a man can open himself up

to anything when it is necessary to do so

     From the indications afloat it is highly

probable that we will have to try the bus-

iness again soon, either in the vicinity of

Wilmington or between here and Goldsboro

on the Rail Road. If so I hope we will be

able to drive them (the vandals) back to their gun

boats though if they advance on this place they

will come in large force both by land and

by water  I think our authorities here are

sufficiently on the alert, and will be prepared

for them if they come.

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I understand that the 24th Regt the whole

of Ransoms Brigade are at Magnolia on the R.R.

I would like much to see the old 24th for

in it I would see many acquaintances and

particular friends. But this is enough of war

news for one time. Let me see, there are two or three

subjects about which I wished to write. But let

me first dispense with that unpleasant subject

(for unpleasant it is to have to introduce such a subject

in our correspondence) which you mentioned. But before

I proceed farther, let me ask you and all the family

to have not a moment uneasiness with regard

to John Ds connection with the [TORN], for he

was the first one that ever hinted to me that

such compliments were being [TORN]ing; and

moreover that having heard it while at home with

the itch, he gave it the lie. I never heard that

his name was associated with the affair until

a few days before the receipt of your last letter;

and then I did not believe it, for I looked upon

John D as my best friend; and knew he would

be the last to tell, much less to start such a

report. John D and I have held that little caucus

you suggested and have set all things right between

us – now I hope you “folkses” will be all right, and

I will write home and set them all right there, and

this being done, who cares if every body else is easy

on the subject? I merely gave those hints in my

letter to you, as I kept hearing it, At first I thought

I would not notice it, but as you said I could not

help feeling a little “righteous indignation” to this

that any one without cause should frame such a

falshood. Well I don’t know who it was neither

do I wish to know; so Cousin Kate let the

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whole matter pass off into the dark abyss of

oblivion, and let our correspondence be marked

with matter more pleasant and interesting.

     But let me here say that I understood you fully

and if there is anything in my plane way of talking

that you do not understand, do not hesitate to ask

any information you may desire. But if you dont

quit flattering me by such expressions as “climbing

up the hill of fame and not stopping to look at every

little dog that barks” &c you will excite my vanity

to such a degree that you will make me believe that

I am somebody sure enough. Vanity you know is

a trait [TORN] to the human race generally – but [TORN]

I liked [TORN] forgotten to say that Henry Davis[1] is

trying to [TORN] transfered to our Regt to Sloans c[TORN]

I am glad he is coming, but am right mad that

he was misinformed with regard to our companys being

full. He could have gotten into our co just as easy

as into Sloan’s and I know it would suit him better, as

we have a cousin of his Mr Russel[2] in our co. “What

cant be cured must be endured” So I console myself

with the idea that if Henry does go to Capt Sloans

Co’ I know where Puss[3] would come; and I have

A good notion to write to her and tell her that there

is yet a vacancy in Capt McDonalds Co’, (or rather at

the home of some of its members). My sheet is almost

out and it is getting late – but how are all the girls

up in that section anyhow? Would like to spend

a while with you Flora, and Sallie, could talk about

a heap of things  I cant write. Many thanks for that

bountiful new years offering, couldn’t have wished for

a better one just at this time from Cousin Kate.

My very best respects to your Ma Flora and Sallie

And believe me as ever your affectionate cousin John

[Top of Page 3, upside down]

Now Kate do write soon, wont you? anything from home

Oh! did do you intend writing any valentines? Well all

I’ve got to say is watch the different P O’s

[Top of Page 4, upside down]

Tell your Ma not to grieve herself in the least

about that affair, its all right.

1863/97-100

James Island near Charleston SC

March 24th 1863

     Dear Cousin Kate

                                            I believe it is your

time to write but having waited awhile and

have not as yet rec’d a scratch from Robeson

since I left home, the old maxim “do unto

others as you would have them do unto you” seems

to be the only consolation and is probably the

best rule to be governed by in such cases.

But this rule will not do for me always, unless

complied with by all parties concerned; for some-

times even when all my correspondants are prompt

in writing to me I probably becoming too greedy and

almost feel disapointed if I fail to receive a letter

every mail. It is a pleasant thing to hear

from home even the most trivial items of

news are sources of interest and are read with

interest by all whose lot – shall I say misfortune

it is to be separated from that dearest spot

on earth – home. But such is the fate of man

and alas! how many young men, during this

horrible war, have left home and friends, with

all the pleasures and comforts connected therewith,

to mingle in the little family circle, and

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to gaze on those lovely faces, no more! But there

is a bright side to every picture and I consider

it fortunate for me that I always strive to look

at that bright side.

But probably there are subjects that would be

more pleasant and interesting to you if I could

hit upon that subject and find language to express

it. Well let me see – nearly all of our neighbor boys

are well, though we have a good deal of sickness

in the Reg’t. You probably ere this have heard

of the death of poor George Leggett: he died at

the hospital at Charleston on the morning of

the 20th. I hardly know what was the matter

with him; he was almost sudenly became very

sick and was taken with a shortness of breath

accompanied with some pain. I presumed it must

have been some disease of the heart or lungs

     We are becoming more reconciled to this place

than we were at first, but on the whole there

is nothing enticing here in S Carolina, at

least for the soldier. The boys have given

James Island the name of hungry-neck inas-

much as they never draw half enough

to eat. It would amuse you if you could

hear the remarks made about SC by

North Carolinians; One company this morning

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having drawn their rations of beef (for

they draw no other kind of meat) and found

it so poor that it was not fit to eat, they

they caried it off with all the solemnity of

a funeral ocasion, followed by a squad of men, with

spades and shovels reversed (which is the po-

sition in which funeral escorts carry their arms)

Having reached the place of interment, they dug

a grave, placed the quarter of beef in, and having

covered it up they fired an old pistol over the

grave, So they buried the beef with military

honors! This Island is rather a disagreeable place

to camp in. When the weather is fair, the dust

raised by the wind which is generally blowing

pretty lively, is almost insufferable – when it

is calm, the gnats are always trying to form

a new acquaintance with your ears, therefore

rendering themselves a great source of an-

noyance and when it rains it rains two or

three days at a time. This morning when I awoke

the rain was pattering down heavily – just such

a morning as I like to sleep in, but somehow or

other I got up and fortunately too, for the watter

ran into my tent so fast that I began to think

I would have to send for a canoe to get out! So

much for neglecting to to ditch my tent.

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Well Kate I am on the last page and feel

as though all I have written will tend more

to annoy your good tast than otherwise, for there

seems to be a lull in the news market down

here now. I though that ere this there would have

been an atack made somewhere on the coast, but

so far all is quiet. The day set apart for the atack

on Charleston by the Yankees was the 20th March

but that day has past and no yankees now I

see it stated that they meditate an atack on the

2nd April. The presumtion is that they will

have to do something soon, if they expect any more

success. Well Kate how are all the girls since I left?

what for a time had you at the Sacrament? How

I longed to be at old L B [Lumber Bridge] on that ocasion! What is

the news generally? It seems to me as though I had

hot gone home at all, as I am now so far from

there. I saw Pat McGeachy, and Archie Calvin

McKinnon at Wilmington as I came through;

they look just as they always did. I would have

enjoyed a visit down to their camp that night

exceedingly, but I had only 3 or 4 hours to stay

in Wilmington, as I wanted to get to the Reg’t as

soon as possible, which I either expected to find at

Savannah or Murfreesboro Tenn. John D

is well and hearty. I have taken a slight cold

but am getting better. Kate you must excuse

this miserable sheet, which I fear will be uninterest-

ing Write soon a good long letter such as you are capa-

ble of writing. I will try to do better next time.

     My love to your Ma Flora & Sallie As ever your cousin

                                                                                 J D Malloy

1863/303-308

Tarboro N C

Dec 23rd 1863

Dear Cousin Kate

                                   You were about

half-way right in your opinion

that I was waiting for you to

write first, but if you had waited

a few days longer I would have

broken the ice. But indeed I owe

you a long apology for my long

delay in answering your very

welcome letter, but I think I can

confidently trust myself to your

good natured and forgiving disposition

for pardon, did you know all

the circumstances. One reason

I didn’t write was I didn’t ex-

actly know your address away

down there in Bladen and

another was, the fact that after

we commenced moving, a favorable

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opportunity did not present

itself until the present but

enough of apologies.

   Well Cousin Kate, I presume

ere this that you are enjoying

home with all its blessings, prob-

ably jubilant in the bright antic-

ipation of some cherished enjoy-

ment, on the approaching Christmas

I heartily wish you a happy time

but I learn that there is a great

deal of sickness in the neighbor-

hood of Old L. B. which will

no doubt cast a damper on

the otherwise joyfullness of the

ocasion. I am very sorry to hear

of so much sickness and also

of the death of Miss Sue L Jones

Her deathe will be lamented a

great deal, especially by her parents

who doated on her so much

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Cousin Kate it would require

a volume to give you an account

of our ups and downs since

I received your last letter.

   Dec 24th – We had a swinging cold

night last night, and it isn’t very

warm this morning. It is bad

weather for soldiers although it is

clear – it is so cold and windy. We

are so badly smoked that we re-

semble a band of Mulattoes almost

   Well Cousin Kate, tomorrow is

Christmas and we are still in the

war – bound up worse than Ne-

groes, for every negro gets a week

Christmas play, but we cant leave

camp without permission, and

then for a very short time, Oh!

how I wish this miserable war

was over, that peace and happi-

ness might reign through our

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beloved confederacy and that we

might be a free and prosperous

people once more. I have spent

the two last Christmases far

away from home in the army, and

I expect to spend the next in a

similar way, but you may imagine

that it is in direct opposition to

my wishes. But probably we may

succeed in having a little fun

down here in Tarboro. I have

not become acquainted yet with

the citizens, but I think there

a good many very nice ladies

here. It is a beautiful little town

as pretty as I ever saw situated

on the banks of the Tar river

But we may leave here before night

we have taken up such a habbit

of moving, it will be almost im-

possible to keep still for a week.

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I had the pleasure of seeing

a good many friends in the 24th

Reg’t since I came down here

They all look well. Pat McGeachy

and Make McIver stayed with

us one night. Pat can laugh as much

as ever. I also saw P D Brown

and a great many others. They

all look well – hardly a sick

man amongst them. Jerohilliking!

how cold it is! I can hardly write

for trembling. Our Regiment

started to Petersburg the other

day but only got about half

way when we were ordered back

to this place. We may go to

Petersburg before many days

yet there is no telling but

I hope we will stay here for

awhile this is a splendid

country for soldiers to live in.

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Well Cousin Kate, I find it

the hardest matter to write

a letter to day in the world

I feel about as fit for writing

to day as a hog is for engineering

So I will proceed to close

Please excuse this badly

written and worse composed

letter, but I did the best I

could under the circumstances so you must accept

the will to do better for the

deed this time, with a promise

to try to do better next time

provided you will write me

another good long letter in answer

to this. Give my best respects

to Cousin Margret Flora and

Sallie, and accept for yourself

the kindest regards of your

          Cousin John

1864/121-130

Camp Hill Va

March 8th 1864

Dear Cousin Kate;

                                        It is oh! such

a long time since I have rec’d

a letter from you, that I begin

to miss them, and feel lost in the

absence of those cherished mesengers

of friendship; (such as are the pro-

duction of your pen, guided by a

genious so enviable) So full of

interesting news from that dear

old place – Robeson. But why did

you not write sooner? I think I

have written the last [TORN] letters: really

did not think you were so cruel

as to send me that silken whistle,

(for which very appropriate present, by the way, you will please

accept my thanks) without even pening

me a syllable of instruction as to what

use to apply it, Imagine my dis-

appointment, when, recognizing

your handwriting in the address,

I broke the seal to find what?

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a long and interesting letter from

a cousin at home? Four skeins of

silk! I think I must accuse you

of commencing April-foolery before

the time arrived, and selected me as

your first victim. But I will not

scold you this time; if however you

will do so any more. I fear the now

dormant nature of the “Tiger” will burst

forth, and display itself in an up and

down quarrel with you, and I’ll shift

my correspondence to Flora or Sallie!

I know they’ll write to me! I have

had to resort to this rule with one of

my correspondents already and found

it to work well. So you had better

look out. But pardon this long har-

rangue of foolishness with which I write

have to fill up space in the absence

of more interesting matters and let

me turn to another subject.

     Well Kate; you have no doubt ere

this heard of our trip to Richmond

which resembled more, a pleasure

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excursion to make a display of our

military achievements, and to take

a view of the Capitol, than an ex-

pedition to meet the Yankees. We were

absent from our present camp not

more than 28 hours, starting one

day about 12 o’clock – proceeded to Rich-

mond – marched through the streets

and out about 4 miles down on the

James River and camped for the night

Next day returned through the street

took the train and arrived at Peters-

burg in the evening. The Yankees

made a pretty daring raid up to Rich-

mond, and it is surprising that they

did not ride right in to the city taking

it by surprise as they did. But all the

clerks, citizens, &c that could be raised

were armed and hurried to the breast

works to dispute their passage and

they fell back. When our Brigade reached

there the enemy was about 15 miles

off. Richmond is well fortified &

is naturally easy of defense. The scenery

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around Richmond is beautiful,

and recalled not a few pleasant

recollections of things that are past

The morning that we left our bivouac

below Richmond was a pleasant one –

the Sun was shining cheerfully, and

here and there as we ascended to the top

of a hill could be seen a farmer dil-

ligently preparing his soil for the ap-

proaching crop – away down in the

valley below and everything res-

embled Spring. Kate I am a great

admirer of Spring, it is the favorite

season with me; When all nature

seems to burst forth in an excess

of [?] and praise to the kind Cre-

ator for sending us the delightful

influences, and cheering rays of the

Summers Sun, after the hoary

frosts and chilling blasts of a

long and dreary Winter. Alas! that

the coming Spring cannot be enjoyed

by all in an honest and peaceful in-

dustry, which the roll of the drum should be

heard no more!

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But I fear that there is a hard

summers work in store for us

poor rebels. We already hear of

advances, and preparations for a

vigorous prosecution of their foul

designs, amongst the Yankees, during

the Spring Campaign. But with

Omnipotent assistance I hope

we will be prepared for them,

and teach them a lesson not to

be forgotten till their dying day.

The object of that Raiding Party

no doubt was had they been successful, to

liberate the Prisoners, assassinate

the President and his cabinet,

and commit such other depredations

as their cruel dispositions might

suggest. Gen Ransom with his

Brigade and 3 Reg’t’s of Our Brigade

are now part at Suffolk and part

between there and Norfolk, making

some demonstrations in that

direction, the object no doubt is to get

all the provisions out of the enemies

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lines they can, and if possible

draw the enemy out to battle, &

perchance catch some of them in a

trap. It is thought by some that

if an advance is made upon Richm-

ond, it will be made on the South

side of the James River.

     Our Reg’t is about the only Reg’t, at

least, of Infantry now in the vicinity

of Petersburg. This inspires the

hope that we will be permitted

to remain about here for awhile

at least, but it would be folly to

expect anything short of a hard

campaign this season. I look for

a tour with “Mr Lees company”

I like to stay about Petersburg

very well; the people are very hos-

pitable and kind to the soldier.

     Well what do you think of

the Currency and Military bills

passed by Congress – create consider-

able excitement I expect – especially

the latter so far as the Militia are

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concerned – by the way I understand

that the home guard made a raid

on the deserters of Lower Robeson

quite an expedition for them, and

will be the topic of conversation for

the next six months.

     Oh! did you get any Valentines?

I did, one. You ought to see it; it took

a whole sheet of foolscap to make it

When it is doubled up, it is in the

shape of a heart, but when opened out

there is only eight hearts, united to-

gether in the form of a cross, trimmed

off with arbor-vitae, and with some

sweet lines written on them. Wonder

who did write it? It came from St

Pauls too. I am sorry the signature of

the writer was not attached so that I

could have the pleasure of answering

it next April. Do you think it was Miss Mary Caroline?

And Miss Carrie Cobb has been getting

maried eh. A hard lot that of a Soldier!

He may look forward, but there is no

comfort in the gloomy prospect that seems

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to await him – nothing but the blood

stained battle field, and the uncertain

chances of War greet his anxious vision

backward he turns with longing eyes

if perchance there may be found a ray

of comfort for him – yes let us turn

back to our gool old homes, and what

do we see there? Milita officers and

the long-tailed exempts are carying the

the day – the girls are all going to get maried

(that is if they get the chance) and things

are taking a “kerflummax” generally

Alas! Whither shall we turn for

consolation – Ah! a bright star shines

forth and the darkness speaking words

of cheer! We will go to our old mothers

bless them who will cling to us through

thick and thin. We will go home like honest

folks “when this cruel war is over”, and

if the girls dont see fit to wait for us

“why bless them and let them go” that’s all.

     Well here I am about to fill the

second sheet with foolishness so I will

have to take another leaf to finish on.

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Cousin Kate, before I commence on

this leaf, let me ask you to do please

burn this letter as soon as you read it

and I’ll promise to not trouble you

with such another long catalogue of non-

sense soon.

     Presbytery meets at Centre in April

you will of course try to attend. I

would like very much to be present

on that ocasion; and I have a pretty

strong notion of trying my luck

for a leave of absence about that

time. Now wouldn’t it be nice, to

roll up there on that ocasion and see

such a lot of pretty girls as will

be present &c. &c. It is worth a trial

anyway. if old uncle Jeff dont find

something else for us to do about

that time.

     I looked the streets of Richmond

from one side to the other as we

marched through, in the vain hope

of seeing Rod McMillan. I saw

Thomas McNeill though who

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told me that the Hospital Rod

is in is about a mile from

the depot in an opposite direction

from that which we took Thomas

said that he was well. Tom looks

very well himself.

     Well Kate I must close. Please

Write soon – a good long letter

Remember me to your Ma, Flora

& Sallie. John D. is well and in

good spirits – says he enjoyed his

visit home “hugely” Our neighbor

boys generally are well

     Finally believe me as ever

          Your affectionate Cousin

                             J D Malloy


[1] Cousin Henry Davis of Decatur, AL; served in the 9th Alabama; never transferred to the 51st North Carolina

[2] Private Wesley S. Russel

[3] Henry Davis’s sister

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